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"Your truth, is different from
my truth. Yours might hurt
or might heal. Same with mine.
It depends on the person's
perspective of the truth they
receive"

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Does he knows how much he mess with me? My physiological? He is always making my heart rush, and my mind full of him in the worst times. He helped me out of a corner where there were only two exits. Try to climb, or, sit and die of starvation. I personally, was in the dead end. Fighting wasn't enough, neither was tryin to climb this huge wall out of the corner. So, starve myself was the only option. Hoseok..he created a new path. He created a hole on the corner, making a small, but enough space, that would take me out of there. So, I did. I am out now, happily. But now, Hoseok is in the same corner as me. The difference is that, his wall is taller, and the corner is smaller. So, dead end right? Wrong. He works hard everyday to try to get out of that corner that haunts him. He tries to go up that wall, but in the end, he falls down and hurts himself a little more every time he tries to climb. Now it is my turn to take him out of there.

- W-what do you mean?!: Hoseok said: I can see that not even you like me! Is it all just a lie? Are you being nice because..I don't know, Tae told you to?!

- I am not being nice because of that. I..care about you: I said blushing: I don't want to see anything bad happening to you Hoseok..you know what I mean...

- Yes I know! My brother..committed suicide, I'm never doing something at that point!: Hoseok said crying on the floor

- I know..: I said: Just, think of everyone you know, one of them, not the nicest one, might really like you, Just look for him...: I said

- ...I'll try; Hoseok said hiding something under his bed

I didn't asked what is was though. I just let it go this time. Stupid me

- Ok, try getting out of there, we have food ready: I said turning and getting out: If you close this door you're dead Hoseok: I laughed

- Ok: Hoseok said. No emotion as he exited to room: Hi guys, sorry to worry you!: Hoseok than suddenly grew a huge smile on his face

- It's ok Hoseok-ah!: Jungkook said

- What really matters is that nothing bad happened to you: Jin said hugging Hoseok

"Lucky" I thought to myself as I looked at Jin kissing Hoseok's cheek as a way to cheer him up.

- I smell jealously: Namjoon said

- Uh, yeah right: I said sarcastically crossing my arms

- I know you wanted to be in his room so bad: Namjoon said: Don't lie to me

- ...yah I did wanted: I whispered but he heard it

- I knew it!: Namjoon said

- Yeah, now shush: I said tapping his arm

- What happened to him?: Namjoon asked

- I don't know if I should tell: I said: Remember when I was in the dead end? He is just like me

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