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- Hoseok: I said

- Yes?: He asked

- Do you still love me?: I asked him

- Uhm, yes..: Hoseok said

- It've been 3 years since we are dating: I said

- I know, nothing changed: Hoseok kisses me

- APPA!: Someone yells from a room

- Yes darling?!: Hoseok says, standing from the couch and heading to the room

"When did we become a family?" I asked myself. Now, me and Hoseok adopted a little girl. Her name..? Jung Da Won...yes, after Hoseok's dead sister. Hoseok's mother was fine. She was living with Namjoon's father. They started dating. Now, Hoseok got and younger brother (technically). We are a happy family now. Me, Hoseok and Jung Da Won Jr. We love each other so much. I wish we will last forever. But this happen....

Hoseok had to work a lot so we could rent our apartment. BTS was still up. We were a family. But Hoseok needed a part time job at the center of Seoul. Bighit's money got lower and lower by the years. I took care of our daughter, while Hoseok had to work. From 1am to 5pm. It doesn't seem like a lot, but it is. Remembering he has to work at Bighit too. Hoseok was getting depressed because of the work and the low amount of money we had. Jin and Jimin would always help us. Since I asked him...

FLASHBACK

- Hoseok..: I said: Come here love

- Sure..: Hoseok said

I started to run away from him. We were in a park, it was spring day. "Ok, perfect timing, perfect weather, perfect place..perfect" I thought as I ran. Hoseok seemed confused and ran behind me. Everyone was helping me, even his mother and my brother. I looked back and saw him, he stoped "Exactly how I planned" I thought. I entered a no exit corner. And there were flowers and trees in there. Everything was in order. I finished organizing more stuff, and I could hear Hoseok yelling my name

I hid myself at the end of the corner, we put up some curtains at the end and I hid behind it. Hoseok was walking towards me and he looked amazed and scared.

- Ok Yoongi, this is not funny: Hoseok said: If you scare me out of nowhere I swear to god you're dead

He kept walking. He walked slowly by the second "C'mon love, I'll make you happy forever" I said to myself. He came closer and closer. He was in front of the curtain. He stoped. He didn't opened it. He stared at it. And then, he opened it. I was on my knees with flowers in my hand. At my back there was a mini box and chocolate too. He put his hands on his mouth, he was embarrassed. I stood up and gave him the bouquet. I held his hands and smiled.

- You look cute embarrassed: I laughed

- Yoongi what is this?: Hoseok asked already crying

- I didn't even said what this is: I said laughing: Let me say what I want to say, and then you cry

- O-ok: Hoseok said

- Look, I love you. This is not all wait. I really do love you. You made the dark and empty space in my mind be fully of color and light and sun. You made me see the world in different colors and ways. You made me change my mind about suicide. I wanted to die, just like you did, but now, you made a whole new life for me. All I see is, us. Kissing every single second. Every day. Our child running around the house and making you crazy and me laughing at you. Our movies sections, our alone time get less, but the love just gets bigger. We'll spend less time together, this will make each of us see how we love each other and how we wouldn't be able to live without each other. I see us in the dinner table, and our daughter showing us her boyfriend/girlfriend. I see you almost punching the boy because you think he is not perfect to our daughter. I see us at a altar, with a priest, citing those words "You can kiss the boy". And I would kiss you nonstop and we would fall more in love. What I mean is...do you wanna be my boyfriend slash future husband slash future father of my daughter?: I said and let a tear fall my eye

- Why do you even ask yoongi?! YES!: Hoseok said and hugged me tightly: Can I cry now?

- Yes...darling: I kissed him and cried again

FLASHBACK OFF

Jimin was giving me and Hoseok money to sustain ourself. Hoseok came back to cut himself. I know life was being hard for him. I tried to help him. But nothing worked

- Hoseok honey: I called him: Get out of the bathroom: I heard cryings

- Hoseok..?: I unlocked the door and saw him cuting himself again: Hoseok!

- I-I'm sorry Yoongi: He said putting his bloody hands on his face

- You'll be fine..You cut it too deep, w-wait: I said

- I'll be okay..it was too deep, call the hospital..please: Hoseok said: I cut too deep as an accident, I'm sorry, I would never do something like it, I know how much it would hurt you...

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We were in the hospital. I asked Jimin to stay with our daughter. A doctor come up to me and told me where Hoseok was. I went up running there. A doctor put his hand on my shoulder

- What?!: I yelled

- He is unconscious: The doctor said: Have he done that before?

- Yes, but there were never deep: I said

- Ok..this affected his blood: The doctor said: The blade might've been rusty, and it entered his skin and blood, he'll be fine

- O-ok..: I said sitting next to him

- H-hi Hoseok-ah; I said: You're not hearing this, and that's why I will tell. I wish that, I could stop you from doing this, this will get you to nowhere...please stop Hoseok...

___________________ *sound peep*

- No...: I stood and walked slowly away from him: You..you didn't died..not like this: I cried

I left the room running and some doctors entered his room. I did t saw what happened, i just saw they smiling to themselves, I went back to the room....

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- Yoongi..?

- Hoseok you're fine...I love you: I hugged him

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This is the oficial ending of the fanfiction
I really hope you guys liked it
it took me a lot of time and effort to do it. I had classes and etc
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