I just love him,and him

Chapter 25....

Harrys POV.

I know even Im not looking at her she's still staring at me. I need to avoid her... even it's so hard .

Avoiding her in 3 days can't make me comfortable , I can't sleep well , I'm not eating in the right time because before she will text me or i'll text her to eat or say a goodnight to her but it change when I avoid her . It change when I left her in the hospital, Maybe when she woke up then I'm not there maybe ... maybe... she cry or something but... ugh -_-

This is not me when Im not with her , Honestly I feel guilt . maybe she doesn't call me or text me because she's waiting me to do that first. Why I didn't text her first...

Or maybe she's busy with Edward that's why.

Edward! Edward! Edward! My brother who stole everything! My worst brother in the world!

There so many girls in the world and Why Angel? Why she?

A knock on the door makes my thoughts disappear .

The door creeks after I shout to come in.

It was Angel . I look at her and look away .

" Uhm... Harry. Ma'am Carmela asks if you're done in thepapers ."She groan and standing but I'm not looking at her .

" Not yet . Tell her " I say without looking at Angel .

" Okay... " She turn around and walk towards the door but she stopped and turn to face me.

" Harry? " Finally I stare at her .

" Are you avoiding me? " She asks . Well yes . I'm avoiding you because I don't want a war in my life ... because when I met you my life isn't doing well like before . I want to say that but no.

" No  " My only reply and stare at my papers and wait her to talk.

" Did I do something stupid? " She asks me . Yes. Very stupid . like you yelled at me in that night then next morning you are telling me and asking me to come over with you in the hospital even you are withEdward .That's a stupid thing you've ever done then asking me if you do something stupid?

I didn't answer ...

" Oh Sorry for asking you , Yes . I know it's stupid and bullshit . I apologize already to you I know you are upset and disappointed of what I've done and that day I'm asking you to be with me in the hospital andthat's stupid right? Great.

That day when when you left me I woke up I just realize that I hurt you.. and I realize that why I call you even I know you are mad . Im so sorry , You don't need to avoid me . " She says while her tears fell down

" Im not avoiding you , I already told you... " I lied ... And look away .

" You are ... See? You can't even look at me straight like before , Or greet me when you are going to your office like before , Or smile at me like before " She tells me and I began to pissed but I calm myself in just seconds and began to talk.

But I throw the ballpen in my hand and stand up .

" That before is bullshit! Hoping that we don't have that before! Before ! Always before! I don't want that before okay?! " I yelled. and I hear her sobs .

" Just go. " I whisper but she can hear it. Im still standing on my feet and she turn around and run away .

Angel's POV

I left him and shut the door behind me.

" That before is bullshit! Hoping that we don't have that before! Before! Always before! I don't want that before okay?! "