I just love him,and him

Chapter 23...

I don't want to hurt both of them ... I have a feelings in harry , but not sure in Edward . He just fuck me a while ago , we aren't been together , he doesn't even told me that he loves me compared to Harry .

Harry steal my Virginity , Harry makes me smile like Edward , They both makes me laugh , but so many differences to compared to them... Harry told me that he loves me so many times ... while Edward?

I put my hands on my forehead and close my eyes .

* Follow your heart , If in the first place you loved him go and loved him forever until he loves you back ..... Even he is bad , bitch  , or a stupid . Keep following your heart *

* don't listen to the voices on your head , Just listen to your heart*

* If your mind keeps thinking he will never loved you back, but the heart keeps telling you don't give up. *

I open my eyes and my tears fell down , I love harry . I love him in the first place until now , I know i'm an idiot but I don't want to break his heart... Maybe I do .

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I woked up in  1 in the afternoon , I really need to sleep more but I want to talk with someone .

I called Leslie and I will go to her Dorm. When I knocked on the door Leslie answer it .

I talk to her with a long conversation , Without mentioning name of harry or his brother .

" So , How's you and Michael? " I ask him and take a last bite of my sandwhich that Leslie made .

" Well , He hasn't talked to me . Maybe he doesn't have any plans to talk to me to . " She reply

" Why you wouldn't try to text him.. or call? " I asked

" Duhh? Babe , That's not my thing. My mom told me that " Let the boys talked to you first , Even you do some bad things to them , you weren't a slut or a bitch and you are going to flirt them again even they hurt you many times , Boys deserve to call or text first not girls "

" I never told you that you're going to flirt him . " I told her .

" I know right, But it's like that you're saying that I'm gonna flirt him . " She tells me and winks at me.

*Let the boys talked to you first , Even you do some bad things to them , you weren't a slut or a bitch and you are going to flirt them again even they hurt you many times , Boys deserve to call or text first not girls * I sent the message to michael.

Leslie's mom was right... Boys deserve to do it first .

An hour ago Leslie and I went on the mall , We buy new clothes and Of Course I treat her to buy what she wants . It's almost 4in the afternoon, soon to evening.

When we both climb out to my car , Snowflakes hits us , My legs are freezed . I saw leslie shivering so I gave her my jacket and she thanks me . When we get back on the dorm we lay first and she turn the aircon off , She forgot to turn it off as well, .

I cooked her favorite food and we eat all the day , That's what we always do and I miss this .

" Best , I'm glad that you're here for me " Leslie told me and I smiled both of us Smile .

" Bestfriend are Bestfriends right? " I,told her and she stands up to hug me . I hug her tight...

"I love you so much .. thanks for everything " she told me and I hug her tighter and tighter ...

We watch our favorite movies and eat popcorn , A few minutes later , I feel my phone is vibrating . I had 1 unread message .

* Hey, How are you? * It says It was Michael .