When everyone heard the results, the room was in complete silence.
"How much longer will I live?" you asked straightforwardly. You didn't mind the lump forming in your throat. "If I don't have that much time, I can go home now right?"
Felix let go of your hand and gently pulled you towards him. You felt him wrap his arms around you.
"Stop Y/N," Felix whispered.
You didn't listen and continued, "I can do anything I want now right?"
Your doctor looked taken aback by your questions but quickly composed himself. He cleared his throat, "Well, we could still go with chemotherapy."
"I don't want to do chemotherapy, I don't want to stay here. I want to live my life while I still have time!" you can't help but raise your voice.
Your dad quickly went near your doctor and they both left the room, you assumed that their going to talk about your situation.
You looked at your mom and her tears won't stop from falling. You removed Felix's hold on you and went near your mom.
"Mom, don't cry please. I don't want to see you like this," you said. She just continued to cry and couldn't look at you.
You figured that maybe she would have a total breakdown if she looked at you and just hugged her tightly.
She let out a loud cry, "Why?! Why you? You're too young. I can't loose you, not now."
You just hugged her and you felt another pair of arms hugged you and your mom. You looked to see it was Felix.
You let your mom cry it out and just hugged her. You knew that your words aren't enough to calm her down.
When she stopped, you looked at her. Her eyes were red and puffy and her cheeks were stained with tears.
It broke your heart to see her like that and just wanted to take all the pain she's feeling.
The door opened and your dad came in. He looked okay but if you look at his eyes, you could see that he's broken from the news.
"The doctor would come back tomorrow morning and after that you could go home," your dad informed you and your mom.
You felt happy that you could go home, "Really dad?"
He nodded, "But there might be some conditions." You didn't care as long as you're away from the hospital and almost free to do anything.
You looked at your mom and she looked drained from all the crying. "Mom you should go home now," you told her.
She was about to disagree when you beat her to it, "I'll be fine here, you and dad could get everything ready when I get home tomorrow. Also, you could rest for a long time and Nana won't be alone at home."
"But honey, you'll be alone here. Are you sure?" your mom asked.
"I could stay here with Y/N," Felix offered.
"Are you sure Felix?" your dad asked.
"I'm sure, mom and dad would understand," Felix smiled.
"Okay, we'll inform your parents but make sure to call them. Thank you Felix," your dad told him.
"Take care sweetheart, just call us if you need anything. Sleep well, okay?" your dad kissed your forehead and hugged you tightly. He got your mom's things and your mom went near you.
"Bye honey, be a good girl, don't give Felix a hard time. I love you," your mom kissed your cheek and hugged you.
"Love you too," you replied. They went ahead and left.
