Felix
I was just laying in my bed when I heard my phone ring, I checked who it was and it was Nana. I answered immediately.
"Felix, can you come here? Y/N wants to see you," she said.
"Okay Nana," I said and dropped the call. I immediately dressed and rushed to my car. I drove to Y/N's house as fast as I could. I have this feeling that something is about to happen.
When I got inside their house, I greeted her Nana and rushed to her room. Outside her room, her parents were there talking to Em. You greeted them and immediately entered her room. You saw her staring blankly at the ceiling and it broke my to see her so pale and having difficulty breathing.
I rushed to her side and hugged her. I let go of her and looked at her worriedly, "Hey, I rushed here the moment Nana called me, are you okay?"
She smiled at me weakly, "Yeah, I am. I just wanted to see you."
I smiled at her and kissed her forehead. 'Don't leave me yet Y/N' I thought.
"You want me to sleep by your side?" I asked her. She nodded and I pulled her in a hug. Her head was laying in my chest and I know she was listening to my heartbeat like she usually do.
I let minutes passed and checked if she was asleep. "Y/N?" I touched her and she didn't move. I panicked and felt her pulse.
Slowly, I hugged her tightly. She had no pulse anymore and she left me already. I cried, "Y/N, why? Please don't leave me yet."
Her door opened and her parents entered. When her mother saw her, she immediately rushed to her.
"Y/N, my baby, no, no, no" she cried and her dad went by her side and hugged her.
We didn't know how long we cried for her death but if there is one thing we're thankful is that she can finally rest. She's finally free from all the pain she have been suffering.
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I was in my room, I couldn't move. Today is her burial and I have to get ready but I couldn't seem to accept it yet, that she has left us already, that she left me.
"Felix, honey, you should get ready," I looked at my mom and nodded. She looked at me sadly, so I immediately dressed up.
When we arrived at the cemetery, I saw her parents and Nana badly crying and it hurts because I know I'm not the only one in pain.
'Why did you have to leave us so early Y/N?'
The whole ceremony, I was just staring blankly at her coffin. I didn't even notice that the ceremony was done when my parents patted my back. "Let's go son."
You nodded and followed them, never looking back at her grave because it was too painful to look at.
Months after...
I was driving going to the cafe to meet Em. She called me yesterday, telling me she had to give me something. I parked my car and went inside the cafe.
"Felix! Over here," I saw Em waved and I went to her. She stood up and hugged me. I hugged her back knowing she is also still grieving about Y/N's death.
"How are you?" she asked when she let go.
"I'm doing fine, I guess," I answered.
"I couldn't stay any longer because I have shift at the hospital today. Anyways, I'm here to give you this," she took something from her bag and gave it to me. I accepted and looked at it.
"Y/N wrote that and she wanted me to give it to you," she said and I just stared at the envelope.
"I have to go Felix," I looked at her and she hugged me. "I hope you'll be okay soon."
I stood up and l went to my car. When I got inside my car, I slowly took a breath and opened her letter.
Dear Felix,
If you're reading this, I'm probably gone now. I wrote this because I want you know how thankful I am you became a part of my life. Thank you Felix, thank your for everything, for staying by my side despite all the pain, for making me happy and most of all for making me feel loved. Remember when you said that you're heart belongs to nobody but me, that I am the love of your life? You're wrong Felix because I should be the one saying that. My heart belongs to nobody but you, you only Felix. You are the only man I loved and thank you for loving me back. I know it's going to be hard but please, please try and love again. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. The right person will come, just wait. Do what makes you happy Felix, follow your dreams and I'll be here watching over you. Thank you for being my angel and now it's my turn. I hope you won't forget all the memories we have spent together because I cherish those so much. Can you do me a favor? Can you please visit my parents and Nana from time to time, I know they will be lonely now that I am gone. Don't forget to smile okay? Because I love your smile so much. Also, I'm sorry. Remember when you asked why I refused chemotherapy? My doctor told me that chances are still low for me to get better. I didn't want you guys to see me suffer while undergoing therapy because I know that it will break your heart and most of all, i didn't want to get your hopes up that I would get better. I love you Felix, so much. You are one of the best things that ever happened in my life.
P.S. If there are times you miss me, you can take my favorite teddy bear, it's now yours.
Love,
Y/N
I couldn't stop my tears as I finished her letter. I started the ignition and headed to the cemetery. When I arrived, I immediately headed to her grave.
"You really know me well Y/N. I can't promise you that I'll fall in love again but if there is one thing for sure, you are my greatest love. Nobody, nobody could beat the love I had for you."
The end.
