Felix's words was on repeat for the past few days, it's like your brain recorded it and there's no delete button.
'It's impossible. We grew up together, there's no way he would fall for me. It would have been obvious if he started to develop feelings for me.' You thought.
'But then again, Em said I was quite naive.'
You let out a deep sigh and closed your book. Just thinking of it, stresses you out.
You watched as the snow falls. You badly wanted to go out but you're not allowed. You could easily get sick with the cold.
You let out a deep sigh and looked away from your window.
"I have always wanted to tell you this before but every time I attempt to confess, it's always a bad timing. I got discouraged and thought maybe my feelings for you would dissipate as time passes by. I tried everything so that I could forget about my feelings for you but it didn't work," Felix explained.
"In the end, my feelings for you got stronger and I can no longer ignore it. I'm not expecting you to love me back, I just hope that our friendship would remain the same as before."
You were about to say something when you guys were called.
"Felix, Y/N, you should get inside it's getting cold," Nana called.
He looked at you and smiled, "Come on, I don't want you to get sick."
'Why do you have to be so thoughtful Felix? I'm falling harder' you thought.
He went ahead of you when snow started to fall, he stopped and looked at you in panic. "Y/N, let's get inside. I don't want you to catch a cold."
You stared at him then looked at the sky, you couldn't help but giggle. "It's the first snow fall Felix," you said happily.
What you didn't know was Felix was slowly approaching you, never leaving his sight on your smile. It made his heart happy.
He placed his hand on your cheek and you looked at him, " Why do you have to be so beautiful Y/N? I really love it when your smile reaches your eyes."
You just looked at him and you didn't even realize it, he kissed you. You stood frozen and don't know what to do. You just closed your eyes as he held your waist, to make you closer to him.
Slowly he let go of your lips and rested his forehead on yours, "I love you Y/N, so much, I don't care if loving you will bring pain to me in the end. I'll accept it all, in exchange of every second with you."
Slowly tears went down your cheeks. You placed your hand in his cheek and smiled at him. "I love you too Felix, I have loved you for a long time already but I didn't tell because I was afraid it would just complicate everything," you said honestly.
"Let me love you Y/N, let me spend my every second with you until the end," he said as he buried his face in your hair.
You hugged him tightly, 'No point of stopping it Y/N, you already told him what you have kept for so long,' you thought.
"Come on, let's get inside. I seriously don't want to you to catch a cold," he said letting go of you. You just laughed and held his hand as you went inside the house.
You went to your study table and took some stationary paper. You started writing and you didn't feel the time when Em called you.
"Y/N, Felix is here," she knocked on your door. You immediately hid the letters you wrote and rushed to open the door. There he was standing and holding a bouquet of red roses.
