When I was young
I was weak
I was just a freak
I didn't know what to do
I was just I lost little boy
All I had was the pain
I couldn't contain it
I needed to let it out
I couldn't hide it
the pain was just leaking out
I was alone
I had no one
No one to help me
Or to talk to
I was just a crying kid
I just hid
I hid behind a mask
It was like a task
I couldn't let anyone in
I had to keep it in
So I left the mask on
Waiting
hoping it could hold on
Praying
so no one can see
Who I really was inside
Hoping
my pain would subside
Even though i forgot
I forgot
I forgot who I was
And the crying little boy
Hiding in the corner of my heart
Just locked inside
No one to talk to
Slowly
going insane
Wishing to get out
Slowly
breaking out
But I had to keep it in
I can't let it go.
This is what keeps me going
This is what keeps me alive.
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