I run and I cry
I swim and I scream
As I live
I have two lives
I try to hide my screams
I try to hide my tears
And I fear
What if someone sees me
What if some judges me
I can't take that torment
I can't take the judgement
I live in fear
Trusting no one not even myself
I live while I run
I run away from my memories
I run to get away
To try to feel free
I run to forget
As I run
My eyes sting because of my tears
My throat burns because of my silent screams
My heart races in fear
People see me happy
While i bury what i really feel
I try to convince myself that I am happy
I try to pretend my past was a nightmare
I try to forget
I live in a society where it judges
Where people are fake
Where people are self centered and self righteous
Yet there is hope
I know people who I can trust
If i know how to
To try to open up to
To see if i can
But at least there are people i can let in
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Sorry this one took so long. I was drowning in my depression.
Thanks for reading hope you liked it.
