To think someone ever cared about me
To think someone would acknowledge me
Or at least the pain I felt
Before I gave up
Just one, "are you ok?"
"Are you alright?"
I couldn't take it anymore
I just wanted it all gone
I didn't care what I did
I just wanted it all to disappear
Maybe I should leave
Or just go to sleep and never wake up
Maybe I should just jump
All I feel is the numbness of my emotions
The cold touch of my madness
And the bitter taste of what is called betrayal
I know exactly where the bridge is
So why don't I jump?
Why don't I just give up?
But what would that do
What would that accomplish
It would just hurt the people I know
I will be known as the quitter
The weak one
The one who couldn't handle it
I will just be forgotten
So is it worth it
Am I that petty that I would give up
No wait, what about that one person
The person who talks to me
The one that can make me laugh
Is it with it to hurt the only person that I trust
The one that makes me happy
The only one who won't judge
So is that person going to be the hero
The only one in the frontlines
Fighting to help me from the irreversible
Maybe I should wait
Take a break
Make a way to see the light again
So I can fight for my life
With the only person that can heal the scars I still have
And save me from the humiliation of death by my own hands.
And rekindle the dying flame of hope that once was almost extinct.
