Fifty Shades of Steele **Book 1** (Completed)

Chapter 15

Anabelle Steele

'RED!' He yelled. As a trained dom I froze on the spot for a few minutes then drop everything that was in my hands on the floor. Christiansen unhooks himself and struggles his hands-free then ran out the playroom door. I jogged behind him grabbing my robe behind the door of my playroom. As I head out of the room Christiansen ran past me only wearing his pants and all the rest of his belongings in his hands ran towards the elevator. I reached him as he steps in and the doors started to close.

'Christiansen! Please...!' I yelled at him. He only replied in a short tone.

'Goodbye, Anabelle.' He said as the elevator doors close. Then he was gone. I knew this would happen. That it didn't happen earlier is a wonder. But now that it has happened it feels like my whole world is crumbling down in tiny micron pieces. Devastated I ran to my room, slam the door shut. I draw the blinds close, then crawled onto my bed and hugged my legs to my chest. Felt like my heart has left him when the elevator doors closed because I can't breathe.

My phone rang and I just let it rang. Very late in the evening, I took a shower in total darkness then returned the few calls I received during the day, then went back to bed and fell asleep in the fetal position. Having the worst nightmares I ever had in my entire life. The next morning being Sunday, I plunged into my work and went to see Dr. Flynn. Flynn looked more than worried than usual when he saw me. Claude came around and me being extra focused I kicked his kickboxing butt in every round.

He was very impressed; it didn't make me feel any better. As the hour's tick down each day I felt worse and worse. Christiansen awakens all these foreign feelings in that I never knew I had before. Experiencing them all for the first time makes me scared. Something I haven't felt in so many years. I hate being scared, it makes me feel not in control at all.

Monday morning at breakfast I received a big box with everything I gave Christiansen including his car keys. This is way too much for me to handle and I just left the box on the dining table and went for a jog to Flynn's office. An hour and a half at Flynn's office didn't help me at all it only left me with more unanswered questions than before I gone to see him. Walking back into the foyer of Escala my phone rang and it was Gustave.

I stepped into the elevator alone and punched in the code to my penthouse and Gustave and I have another big fight. All because I don't want any of his rental subs from his den. He was still talking, okay more yelling at me when I just hung up on and turned my phone off completely. I took a shower and got dressed in a jean and a t-shirt. Rain is threatening to fall soon and it fit so perfectly with my mood. I made a few calls from my landline to my office and to Ros. Then emerged myself in my work. It was mid-afternoon when Gail came to ask me what I would like for dinner. I told her I'm fine and am not really hungry.

Mom called my landline and from just saying hello she picked up on my mood. I finally convinced her that it is just work-related issues. I called Andrea and asked her to send over a jerky basket for Christiansen to his apartment to congratulate him on his first day at his new job. I know I'm pushing it even for me but I don't care. I just hope he is okay. So I pulled up my phone tracking program on the internet and track him with his old phone. He is moving, my guess he is using public transport since her left his car in my basement parking.

I turned off the program quickly and left my office to go to my library room where I go over my financial paperwork with Beethoven playing softly in the background. Some of these figures don't add up and I made a few important calls. Once I was done and set up a meeting for tomorrow mid-morning I text Andrea my new schedule for tomorrow. I booked myself a spot at my salon for a facial, full body massage and for a haircut and my nails to be done. Miss Acton phoned me and told me they just received some brand new office suite that will be perfect for me and she text me pictures of the outfits and I got myself three new office attire, with new shoes and underwear.