we met, 7 years ago.
I dont know since when it started.
but I know I ve loved you since then.
and... I admit it to you.
yes, you, the only person I admitted that I have feelings for.
I dont know if it started since that day.
the day you ask me for help.
to change the gas in the kitchen.
I do it for you, for I know, you always need me to help you change the gas.
clumsily, you forgot to turn off the gas before I come.
and when you tried to put the fire inside, vooossshhhh, the fire almost eat you alive.
since I am still in the kitchen,
you came to me and hugged me tightly.
tightly.
I can feel, how afraid you were that time.
I hugged you back, and said, its okay, its okay, nothing happened and I am here. I let you hugged me a bit longer than I thought I would. After you calmed down, I asked you to wash your face.
but before that, we always chat.
our relationship at first, more to like siblings. I dont know since when we did treat each other as good friends.
I let our friends know that I love you a lot. as friends, of course.
you re always known as a good person, and will treat others, nicely. You give me some Juice and note when I am sick. some of our friends told me you love me a lot. But I know, person like you love others profoundly.
sometimes you sleep on my bed, and sometimes I slept on yours.
I feel guilty sometimes when you didnt bother to wake me up, even its bed time.
I dont know why, but even, we havent met each other for such a long time, I will always fall for you.
you know me.
you trust me.
you saw me cry.
you still remember small things about me.
and that make me love you even more.
because when I am with you,
I feel like someone do understand me.
love me eventhough you know my flaws.
we bickered a lot before.
and its not my fault, neither yours.
I am a hard to read person.
but I dont know,
I feel like your soul recognise my soul.
and that s why you always believe in me, without slightest doubt.
you know what my soul are made of.
And that makes me afraid, for I cant lie to you.
