Guns and Roses | 2 | ✔️

#26

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Rose Mortimer:

"Shhh my princess mummy is here, mummy is here." my mum held me close in her arms. I kept on screaming and crying.

He needed to get out, they all do.

"Shhh Rose, you're alright. They are gone now. They can't hurt you anymore. Mummy's here baby girl. Mummy's here." she cooed in my ears running her hand through my hair calming me down.

She started humming and with her other hand, she was rubbing circles on my back like when I was little. My breathing calmed down and my vision wasn't blurry anymore.

"Are you better baby?" she asked me wiping my tears away. I sniffed and nodded.

"Do you want to tell me what happened when they took you? Maybe that would explain what happened with Kendyn just now?" I took a deep breath.

 I can't tell my mum. What would she think of me? I feel so dirty and used.

"I-i can't mummy. I feel so ashamed..." I let knew tears slip for my eyes.

"Shhh, it's ok. You can tell me later. You don't have to say anything now." I nodded in her chest hearing her heartbeat calming my nerves.

"Do you want me to bring daddy in or your brothers? Uncles? Carrie?" she asked caressing my cheek.

"No-no. I don't want daddy and the boys to see me like this. Can Carrie come?" I hesitantly asked.

"Sure baby, let me go get her." she smiled at me and stood up but at the same time, my doctor came in.

"Hello, there miss Mortimer. I see you are awake. How are you feeling?" I was glad she was a woman and not a man, I don't know how I would feel about that.

"I'm ok, just sore all over my body and my head hurts." she nodded taking a look and all the tubes I was hooked up to.

"There are some things we need to talk about regarding what happened. I have results here. Would you like your mum to stay or leave?" the doctor asked in a soft voice taking a seat on the other side of my bed.

"She can stay." the doctor nodded and took a look at her clipboard.

"Right miss, we ran a test to see if there were any signs of rape since when your family found you with blood on your thighs and without any underwear. I don't think I need to tell you the results of that do I?" I chocked on a sob and nodded my head.

I heard my mum gasp and mumbled something about killing him.

"He-he..." I started but finished in tears. My mum jumped back on my bed and took me in her arms trying to calm me down.

"Sweet that's not all." the doctor called out making me focus back on her.

"We drew some blood to look for any traces of drugs or anything else in your system but we found something else." I nodded letting her know to continue.

"You are pregnant." I looked at her wide eyes. I felt my mother tense behind me. I cried even harder if that was possible. 

Could this get any worse?

"It can't be his baby. It can't be Bryan's baby.. mum it- it can't. He- he... it just can't..." I whispered the last part in disbelief.

"How far along is she?" my mum asked holding my crying figure in her arms.

"She is eight weeks along coming up to nine." The doctor looked back at her clipboard checking the information.

"Princess it isn't his baby. Don't worry about that." my mum reassured.

"Did you have sexual intercourse with anyone recently? A boyfriend perhaps?" the doctor asked and that's when it hits me. 

Kendyn.

"Ye-yes. My boyfriend and I did for my birthday weekend." I couldn't bare looking at my mum.

"Than it's his baby. But I have to tell you now, will all the trauma your body has received, this pregnancy, if you want to see it through, will be very risky. There are options for you, you are a young girl and this is your body so your choice. I'll leave you to think about it but for the time being, you need to relax and not stress. You should be discharged tonight."

My mum thanked the doctor and walked her out. I just sat there thinking about everything that the doctor said. I'm pregnant. With a baby, a baby growing inside of me. I placed my hand on my flat belly and looked down.

"Princess, do you want to talk about it?" my mum came and sat down next to me.

"You-you're not mad?" she smiled softly at me and took me back into her arms.

"No baby, I'm not mad. I had you at seventeen,  so you being pregnant at eighteen is a step up in my book." she chuckled lightly.

"I don't want the rest to know. I don't want any of the boys to know." I rushed out.

"I understand baby, but if you decide to keep the child then you would have to tell Kendyn, he is the father after all. " she was right but I don't know If I want him there.

"Do you still want me to go get Carrie?" I nodded and waited for her to come back in the room.

"Buttercup," Carrie whispered coming in the room.

"Jellybean." I opened my arms as she ran into them and we hugged each other letting our tears fall.

"I'll leave you, girls." my mum spoke up and slipped out of the room.

"I missed you so much. I was so scared you would never come back," she confessed crying on my shoulder. It broke my heart.

"I missed you too." I sobbed. We held each other for a long time sobbing uncontrollably.

"Carrie everything is out of control." we pulled away, she sat in front of me on the bed with her legs crossed. I matched her position but I winced, my body was still in pain and sore even with the meds.

"Carrie, I'm pregnant." I blurted out and let more tears run from my eyes.

"Ohhh buttercup...." she took me back in her arms.

"Is it Kendyn's?" she asked her voice hoarse from crying.

"Yeah." I sighed.

"I'm so scared, what do I do? I want to keep the baby but I don't want anyone to know. I'm scared. The doctor said the baby is at risk because of all the hits I got. But I can't bring a baby into my fucked up life? Carrie, Bryan was there. He- he r--ra- raped me..." I cried. Gosh, all I do is cry and want to hide.

"Don't worry Buttercup, I'm here. It's going to be ok." we cuddle for a little longer. She told me all that happened since I have been taken.

She told me about my uncle Ben, that is supposed to be dead, is alive. My life is a mess.

 Why is this all happening now?

We spoke for what felt like hours until we both fell asleep in my small hospital bed.

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