Rouge

Chapter 7

Hey guys so i don't really like doing authors notes but I just wanted to tell you that 1) I'm so sorry that it has taken me SO LONG to update, i wont make any excuses, im ust sorry and I will try to do better now! 2) I know i have been skipping a lot and I will skip a bit in this chapter but that's just because there is nothing very relevant in between those times except the face that (in this skip) Bella and rouge's relationship grew stronger. I am building up to the point where the actual journey of rouges life begins, and how she becomes known as "the queen of rouges".

This is a rap by Mac Lethal to turkish march by motzart and it is advise to teenagers. Its really cool you should watch it, and its not too long! http://laughingsquid.com/mac-lethal-gives-invaluable-life-advice-while-rapping-incredibly-fast-to-mozarts-turkish-march/

I now realize that i could have written this story in a different way and it might have been better, but for now this is how i have written it so far so i will continue like this.

thank you for reading! I hope you enjoy this book! If you have any suggestions please let me know, i am always open to anything! :)

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It has been six months since I found Bella in the forest. She is now 7 and 1/2 years old and I love her more than life its-self. I never thought I could love anything, or anyone for that matter. Living as a rouge is supposed to make you cruel and cold. But when i'm with Bella I feel nothing but love and happiness.

I don't remember much of my previous life. I remember feeling loved and safe. And then heart-broken. I don't know what happen, and I don't know if I want to remember. But I do know that because I was a rouge I didn't think that I could love anyone. I thought that everyone would be afraid of me and try to kill me on sight. But not Bella. No definitely not my sweet, lovely little Bella.

About 4 months ago I started teaching her self-defense just in case we were attacked like her parents were. Hopefully she wouldn't have to ever use any of it, but i'd rather be safe than sorry.

"Bella it's time to get up!" I yelled through the cave. We, well I, am working on building a little house for us but it's hard to find supplies. Bella quickly came bounding out of the cave and sat next to me on the log in front of the camp fire.

"What's for breakfast mommy?" She asked sweetly. I felt my heart stutter in my chest, i felt like I couldn't breath. She had never acknowledged me as her mom, i mean we had implied that I was and if anyone asked I would say that she was my daughter, but her actually accepting me and calling me her mom it just made me so happy. I slowly turned to face my little angel, suddenly a smile split onto my face and my eyes got watery.

"Mommy what's wrong? Why are you sad?" She asked.

"Oh no, baby i'm happy. I'm so happy." I quickly blinked away the un-shed tears and tuned back to making the scrambled eggs that sat over the fire. "So what do you want to do today little one?"

"We should, uhmm." She paused as she thought, while putting on her cute pouty face with her eyebrows scrunched together and sticking out her lower lip in a 'thinking pose'. "OH! I know, we should go out to the flower field and pick some flowers for the cave, and we can put them in the house when your done with it. And while were there we can pick some blackberry's from the patch next to the field!" 

I laughed lightly, Bella was always trying to add decoration to our little homestead, and she just loved her blackberry's. "Sure why not?" I smiled. "Finishing the house can wait a day."