Thoughts. (BTS Sope)

005.

I opened my eyes. 3:00 am.

     "Until next time."

I sighed and grabbed my phone. I opened Instagram and began to scroll through it.
Namjoon was still at the party.
I saw a picture of Hoseok. I don't recall how long I just stared at it.

     "Until next time"

I went to his profile.

Namjoon hadn't lied, he has traveled the world. He had photos from every single trip. All of the photos with different people, he was never alone. I felt jealous. He had it all.
I kept scrolling.

     "Fuck, fuck, fuck."

I said out loud realizing I liked a photo from 4 years ago.
I threw my phone.
Curled back into bed and let out a scream. At that moment I really wanted to die. Get eaten by a shark, or torn apart by a bear. Anything.

     "Until next time"

Before I noticed, I had fallen asleep.