Thoughts. (BTS Sope)

031.

Hoseok patted on the floor next to him. I moved closer. Before I sat down he pulled my hand, he laid me next to him. He wrapped his arms around me.

     "Yoongi?"

     "Yeah?"

     "Have you ever tried counting the stars?"

I giggled.

    "No, I haven't."

He sighed.

    "Yoongi?"

    "Yeah?"

    "Are you tired?"

I shook my head.

    "Yoongi?"

I began to get annoyed.

    "Yeah?"

    "Are you a virgin?"

    "No."

Why was he asking all of these stupid questions. All of these were pointless and annoying. At this time I hated him.
He turned to look at me.

    "Yoongi?"

Here he goes again.

    "Yes."

    "Do you love me?"

I felt my heart drop. Is this why he was asking all the questions? Was he nervous to ask so he asked all of these other questions? I didn't know how to reply. He was just looking at me waiting for my answer.

    "I-i don't know."

I said under my breath.
He softly stoke my face and smiled.

    "I want us to be more."

More.
I didn't know what his definition of "more" was.

    "More?"

He nodded.

    "After you told me about actual relationships I thought really hard about it. To be honest all I could think about was you. So I knew I wanted something more than just friends-with-benifits.. I want to have something real with you."

I didn't know how I felt about everything he was telling me.

    "You don't need to answer now. I suppose this takes time to think about."

He pulled me closer and we fell asleep.