Thoughts. (BTS Sope)

059.

I woke up at 4:00 am.

Fuck.

I got up for a glass of water.
On my way to the kitchen I heard a slight noise coming from outside my door. I scratched my head in confusion.
I grabbed a knife from the drawer and slowly walked towards the door. I put my hand on the knob and slowly twisted it. I opened the door rapidly.
Hoseok's head hit the ground hard a few inches away from my feet. I screamed and so did he.
I fell to the floor and held my heart. Hoseok crawled towards me and held me tight.

     "Baby, I was worried. You didn't sound good at all on the phone, you hung up and didn't return my calls or texts. Don't ever do this again."

We both cried in each others arms. He held my face up to look at him. With tears in his eyes he still smiled. He wiped away some of my tears and softly kissed me.

     "Remeber that I will always love you Yoongi."

I nodded slowly.

Why did I ever doubt him to begin with?
Am I the one who isn't okay?
Are my trust issues getting in the way of our happiness?
What was I thinking...?