No One of Us

Part 4

Singto Pov.

I feel relieved, we get to not be punished and Krist and I are saved for the moment. As soon as we entered the room I wanted to collapse on the floor of all the tension I was feeling, I almost lose Krist, he was extremely stupid, he should not have done it, luckily they made fun of the rules and considered us both as winners on the contrary both of us would be sent to hell, when all I wanted was for him to at least get out of this safety. I watch him go towards his bed and in that moment I ponder everything he means to me, he considered going to hell, he dropped his gun with mine without thinking twice. I can not escape a smile when I think that Krist acted so recklessly and I also don't forget the mere smile he gave when I told him that I loved him, at that moment all the anger of Krist's unexpected act that I felt goes on and everything that I want is to touch him, I take his hand and pull him close to me "We are saved for now", I say before touching my lips on his, we do not have time to prolong this moment so I invade his mouth trying to deepen my mouth in his, trying to feel him with my hands and hugging him very tightly, I want him to feel that I am corrupted by him, and I know that he is corrupted by me when he does not delay and corresponds to me. "You were a fool! You should have held your weapon, you let go on purpose!" I say as I leave his mouth and I put my forehead on his "You're a fool! Do you really think I'll let you go? I was prepared to go! When you said that you loved me and to trust you I never thought that you would sacrifice yourself! If you go, I go along! Please tell me that what you said is not a lie and that somehow you remember me! Please! Say it!" he says and fits his head in my neck, I feel something wet and I'm sure he's crying I hold him tight again and caress his hair as I often caressed him when I slept "I love you and for you I would sacrifice myself! I remember you, but I do not understand, how can this happen? Does this have anything to do with what happened to us before we came here? Is it our ilusion? It's so confusing ..." I raise his head and I force him to look into my eyes "... but I'm sure that no matter what the reason, you're here" I point to my head "and my body asks for yours ... I cared so much about you..." I hug him again and we are silent until we hear a cough and someone says "I disturb?"

Krist Pov.

"I disturb?" At that moment I froze, someone caught us and my mind stopped, the only thing I can think of is to raise my head and see who caught us "You are very brave! If the masked catch you?" I don't know whether I feel relief or not, "Ming?" I look at Singto and he also seems to be afraid of what Ming can do. "Calm down, I'm also rebellious, I will not betray you or anything" at that moment I realize something, if Singto and me finally get together then we will be considered rebels and this begins to become more dangerous, realizing that I am still holding him, I release him and I move away. "What do you mean, you're a rebel, too?" Singto asks "I only know two of us besides me and Krist are rebels" Singto asks and seems to doubt Ming, but Ming does not seem to be shaken and with a smile almost dull answers with indifference "You think that love is only the way the two of you demonstrate?" And seems to talk annoyed now "I do not feel like touching the way you touch or anything, but I feel like it's a complement to me, like my blood runs in his body and his in mine, with whom I can laugh at, count to and defend," at that moment he seems to calm down "in my head I remember calling him friend and I think that term must be the name of it, I love my friend." I looked at Ming without knowing if I believe his words when another enters the room a little excited with a smile on his face to see Ming but soon the smile disappears when realizing that Singto and I are also here, "Wayo, don't need to fear, they are like us" at that moment the smile on his face comes back and he runs to Ming and hugs him "I thought I would not get it but good thing Park took a gun he didn't know how to use, I don't know if it was lucky ... " and he seems to want to cry but Ming patted him on the back "You got my friend, I'm glad you're okay!" Wayo nods and then looks at me and Singto and looks back at Ming as if he wants explanations and Ming seems to understand "They too are corrupted, it's for a different love, but they're as fucked up as we are, is not it cool?" and laughs at Wayo as if it's good news and gets slapped back on the arm by the shorty. "What will happen to us now?" Wayo asks and continues the silence because there is no answer to that question.

Singto Pov.

"What will happen to us now?" When Wayo ask this, reminds me of the situation that we are and soon I turn to continue talking with Krist but we hear steps and we realize that the others are coming back, quickly we move away and we go towards our beds, but before it I whisper in the ear of Krist "When everyone sleeps I'll go to your bed, don't sleep" he smiles and hold tight my hand. When the 10 of us are already together in the bedroom ready for sleep, a masked man comes in who I remember being called Knott, he stares at us and seems to be preparing for some talk, "This is the last time all of you sleep here, when everyone awakens you will be taken to another room along with other groups of winners and will begin their missions. Congratulations to all who have followed our orders and have given their best", 'He barely knows that only in this group of 10, 6 are corrupted' and I feel like laughing but not showing, he takes one last look at us all and leaves. Everyone is tired and goes to sleep quickly, I can't sleep, I want to talk to Krist and when I'm sure everyone is sleeping I go to his bed, he realizes and raises his blanket and smiles, I lie next to him and he covers us up to the head, we hugged hard and without letting him I confess "Since that day I do not stop thinking about you" he holds me stronger and I like it a lot, "Ming said something that does not leave my head" he whispers, I move away enough to get a look at him and I wait him to continue, "He said that in his head he remembers calling Wayo a friend, but he, let alone us, don't know what that is, it's like he also remembers Wayo, Is not that weird?" and I stop to think, what Krist said is true, if who loves and is corrupted has these memories in the head, what does this mean? I'm afraid of what these missions might be, I'm afraid of somehow losing Krist, I perceive something caressing my face and when I get out of my daydreams I realize Krist looking at me, if it is possible for love to increase, then he doubled now, 'Krist, I already don't remember what was in my head before you filled it' I think to myself. "We don't know what awaits us but we will enjoy every moment we have without thinking about the after, when I am with you I want to think only of you and not that I will lose you at some point. Krist whispers and looks at me expecting a positive response.

Krist Pov.

I look at him expecting him to think just like me, that he doesn't worry about things we have no idea about and that we can enjoy every moment we can get together, he nods and smiles at me, we will always be in danger but we know that we will be one within the other. I reach out and touch my lips to his gently, savoring a false peace of being in his arms, peace that never seemed to be real but I pretend at that moment to exist, he deepens the contact and caresses my tongue with his and everything gets extremely intense and we are already invading each other with our tongues, I'm caressing and biting his lips as if they were the air I need to breathe and I feel that I want to be there always, as much as I can. He breaks our contact and laughs "I think I know the name of it" I without understanding ask "Name of what?" and he kisses me but then he go away "That!", I wonder if I understood correctly and I point to my mouth and his waiting for confirmation, he nods quickly and says "In my head I remember you asking for a" kiss" and soon after I put my mouth in yours, that must be the kiss!", I feel my face warm, he gives me another of the kiss again and we laugh at our ignorance of the name, suddenly I feel a squeeze in my ass and with the fright I move away "What are you doing?", he invades the pants I use and squeezes me directly without any fabric in the middle, "I remember doing it with you and I remember you liking it" and brings his face closer again but I push it with both my hands and I take his hand from inside my pants "True, but I also remember that it lead to something else and to do that now will wake up the others, then better not!" he looks at me disappointed but then laughs. We sleep after we talked a little and use kiss enough, then he returned to his bed and we slept for a bit to rest. Now we are all awake and prepared to leave the room, they arranged us in a row and made us march to a huge hall without much lighting, there were many of us, 100 of us if my accounts are correct, in rows of 10. The masked named Prem stands at the front of all of us and announces that we will all take orders now from a commander and introduce him, Commander Wad, he, unlike the masked ones, does not have his face covered but with a serious face he stands in front of us and opens his speech "Hello to all! You must obey me and complete the missions that I will pass to you! You will now be called "Crows" and your goal is only one, to kill Cupids! "

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