Tammy :
Because I think I love you and Kae '
That repeated in my head , I was very devastated by the fact Chris would say something like that all this time he had been telling me he didn't love her I was his only but the whole damn time he was still loving this bitch I should've listen to her when she told me she could get him back because right now from Chris actions he telling me he would go back to her in a flash .
In the meantime I'm getting ready for my baby shower , and today I'm 8months that makes me so happy all my friends and Chris friends are coming including Mama J .
Chris went to go get that lil boy I don't know his name but I know who his mother is , he should be here helping me but instead his ass went to go get somebody child that ain't even his damn child but when his get here I'm gone give his ass the silent treatment .
Chris :
Come on lil man say bye to your mama " I said putting him in the car Kae was still in her sleeping clothes and she was not coming because if she was Tammy probably was going to kick her ass .
Bye mama " Dre said waving I shut his door then I walked up to Kae and gave her a kiss .
Be good while were gone Kae " I said smiling .
I will daddy " she said walking off .
Time to go home to Tammy today is going to be a long ass day .
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When I got home everything was already setup and I felt kinda bad because I should've been here instead of trying to get somebody child that ain't even mines and kissing the mother to be exact .
Hey baby " I said walking up kissing her she didn't even kiss back and she didn't say a word .
I'm assuming her ass mad at me .
It looks great in here " I said grabbing Dre hand .
Yeah it does look good Ms.Tammy " Dre said
Thank you boo " Tammy said smiling at him .
Dre , go in the front room while me and Ms.Tammy talk " I said
Okay , daddy " he said running off .
What's your problem man ? " I said grabbing her arm she just yanked it from me and went upstairs .
I followed her and then she got her phone and she started talking to somebody .
I heard the door bell ring so I went downstairs and got it , it was my nigga's and Tammy friends and my mother .
Hey y'all , come in " I said smiling .
Where's my boo " chyna said getting straight to the point .
Yeah where she at Chris " honey loud ass was yelling .
She's upstairs " I said
Mhm " chyna said and then she walked up stairs leading honey and heather following her.
They get on my nerves " Mijo said
Shut yo fat ass up " Redd said pushing him
What you said Redd ? My mama said .
I ainn say nothing mama " Redd said
That's what you get I said laughing making everybody else laugh then we walked in the front room and turn on the game .
Tammy :
Chyna and the girls came upstairs to see what wassup and to be honest I was just sitting upstairs I didn't feel like being around anybody , I didn't even feel like having this baby shower anymore .
Boo , why you ain't downstairs ? " Chyna said rubbing my stomach
I'm not feeling the vibe today , I haven't been talking to Chris since he confessed he loves me and Kae at the same time that's Kae son down stairs .
What the fuck I'm about to go whoop Chris ass ! " honey thuggish ass said jumping up .
Just chill I'm okay all I'm worried about is me and my baby girl Chris isn't about to be stressing me . Now let's go downstairs I said standing up .
Whatever floats your boat boo " Chyna said
We went downstairs to finding Chris and the boys playing the game mama j was in the kitchen setting the food up on the table .
I looked at Tyga them and cleared my throat they looked at me .
So , y'all not gone speak ? " I said
Heyy girl " Tyga said making this gay voice it was funny he had everybody rolling .
Hey Tammy " Mijo said .
And redd just nodded his head the girls went over to the boys I just went in the kitchen with mama .
Hey , mama " I said hugging her .
Hey , sweety I haven't seen you in a long time you look so pretty I can't believe you guys are having me a grandbaby she said being emotional .
Yes we are mama , I'm glowing ready to drop this load and see my baby girl " I said smiling .
Me too baby , I know something is wrong darling you look out of it so sit down and let's talk she said taking a seat and then I sat down the food smelt so good .
Chris , says he loves me and Kae at the same time and it scares me because I love him so much , we been threw so much and I don't want to lose him me and my baby girl need him " I said crying .
Aww , dear my son is just having a hard time right now I know he loves you , he does you can see it in his face everytime he looks at you baby just have faith " she said smiling and wiping the tears off my face .
Y'all come eat !! " mama screamed and everybody stopped what there were doing and ran in the kitchen .
We prayed and laughed and joke around at the table mama got at all of us for talking at the table but it was worth it .
After we got done eating , I opened the gifts .
Chris , brought boy and girl clothes since he didn't know what we was having which was funny and cute too me .
Tyga gave us a "Last Kings" outfit for my baby girl and he brought us a car seat how cute , it was a gift from him and chyna how cute .
Mijo brought her some , some diapers and food and the important stuff .
Honey brought her some damn jewelry it was cute .
And Mama J , she brought her almost everything you can think of .
I felt so much love today , even though today was kind of hard to deal with I got threw it with my love ones they keep me going and my baby girl .
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After everybody left me and Chris layed together I been giving him the silent treatment all day .
Tammy , you know I love you and right now I'm just going threw things I don't know how to handle , but you have to bare with me baby , I love you I do but I find myself loving Kae for what reason I don't know I just do I'm not trying to step on any hearts or be a dog , I know in the end I have to pick one . I'm scared for you I'm scared for us your not going too lose me baby I promise " I was crying while he was taking I still didn't say I word .
If it all comes down and things don't work out I'll understand because me and Chris we were forced for this love but in the end we still love eachother unconditionally...
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Forced (ChrisBrown FanFic)
FanfictionBeing in love is precious , but being forced is another