Forced (ChrisBrown FanFic)

Chapter 3⃣4⃣

Chris :

I've been threw a lot of shit , and to be honest it's stressing me out to the max , I can't smoke because i have my babygirl and I don't want to see my mama face not yet what she did yesterday really hurt a nigga feelings .

She hasn't bothered calling me I guess she letting me cool off but to be honest I'm not mad at her I'm really mad at the situation she knows I've been doing good without him I didn't need him then and I don't need his ass now , ion care what Tammy say or what anybody else says I will never accept his ass to be my damn father .

He ain't even a damn father he just Clifford or whatever the fuck his name is , I mean I might think about bounding with my sister she seemed kind of shocked yesterday by my reaction but I'll find a way to get in touch with her without getting in touch with my so called "Dad" .

What I need right now is a good ass blunt , matter fact where the fuxk is my lighter ? I was patting my pockets with one hand trying to hold Candace I couldn't find that shit for nothing it probably ain't meant for me to find it .

Guess I'll go to sleep like my babygirl doing her ass always sleep , but that's good...

Tammy :

Chyna came in here early this morning talking about she found out Tyga has been fucking Kae and to be honest I'm not surprised , she'll try make any man be the damn father of that damn boy , but to make the story short she's been here and she's not very happy about it I mean her and Kae were friends how did they become that ? He'll if I know .

Tammy , this girl was suppose to be my damn friend she's been laughing in my face and acting like she was so damn perfect ! When I catch her I'm gone beat the damn brakes off her I swear to god " Chyna was my girl and everything but the story is kinda getting old and I'm tired of hearing the shit .

I understand Chyna just let it ride and when you see her just whoop her ass " I said saying so rudely .

You so right girl , best believe I'm gone whoop her ass " she said texting on her phone .

I just shook my head and got my phone to text Chris back he had told me he needed a blunt and he wanted to fuck me and other things and to be honest I wanted the same but I told her he better not think about smoking around my damn baby .

I'll see you later boo , love you " chyna said getting up gathering her things I was kinda of relieved I love when people come visit me but to talk about the same damn thing in my ear all day I don't want to hear it .

I just nodded my head , I wondered what outside looks like right now being in this hospital makes me very depressed , and it makes me think about what Chris what of felt if he would've lost me , he's very thankful for me and our babygirl and to be honest I can say the same thing I'm still learning to love to him , to love Christopher it's kinda of hard when you think about it because you have groupies , the outside world , you have a lot of stuff to worry about .

Since I been apart of Chris life , I notice that what effects him effects me and what makes him stronger makes me stronger it's just like were in this together and we are built into one I think that's a good way to say it , I love Chris and from all the hurt and the pain and everything we've been threw is making me realize that me and Chris took time to love eachother and it's actually a amazing feeling I ever experience in my whole life .

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Just a chapter to know where there hearts are , I think it's beautiful (:

Love you guys 💗