An Impossible Love Story(on hold and editing)

Pain and Secrets

I wake up in the morning as the sun filters into my room.my muscles decide to make their sore and tired presence known while my head throbs in pain. I turn around to see its past 2 pm.

“Jamie” I call out weakly

He somehow magically appears and sits on the edge of my bed.

“Are you okay sweetie?”

What the hell happened for him to be so nice and caring? He keeps looking at me worriedly. And when did he ever come so fast on one call. Miracles do happen! Like legit!

“Yeah just a little sore and my head hurts…”

Then it hits me faster than an oncoming train.my eyes widen. The pain, the terror, Shy Boy, Mike lifeless, driving to the hospital, Jamie engulfing me and the welcoming sleep taking over me…my eyes widen as I take It all in and whimper unconsciously.

“It is okay sweetheart. It’s gonna be okay. Nothing happened.”

He hugs me tight as he continues to whisper words of comfort into my ears as I let myself be comforted in his familiarity. I mean of course I am traumatised. who wouldn’t be but that doesn’t mean now I am gonna sit down and start to cry all over again cause bad things do happen and you just need to get over it.

I take a deep breath and muster a smile

“I am fine. I will be okay but I am currently staving so I will be fine after food.”

“On it baby boo”

I crinkle my nose at his ridiculous name and he laughs and leaves. He is honestly the best. Sometimes I wonder how I got so lucky. I refuse to think about what happened. I get out of bed with a quick thank you prayer to god for letting me see another day and hop into the shower. I stay there for 30 minutes before I feel clean then head downstairs.

I was just gonna eat and curl up and watch movies with Jamie and eat some more…yes I am technically a girl and allowed to be sappy at times considering I feel beaten to pulp and so yes I was going to do it. Just making sure no one opposes to the idea!

*Damon’s POV*                       

I did get to see the sun rise in my bed…all those questions bombarding your head threating to spill out…take a chill pill and relax. You will know soon but I can’t tell you now you inquisitive readers!

Yeah I am evil like that! Anyways there is a stranger problem that I do want tell you. Annie was not in school and i have been worried about her. There’s so much that draws me in about her and I can’t help but think about her. Nevertheless I cannot bring her into my life. I can’t let her into it because it’s far too dangerous. I’d rather her deal with mike and his jerkiness that let her into my dark world where the only way it can end is death.my sister is the biggest example.

Opsy! I wasn’t meant to tell you that but I am going to because it’s the biggest reason I am socially awkward and cannot have Annie in any way or terms. Yes I had a sister. She was called Christina and was the prettiest girl I had known. She was the more confident and sassy one yet she was younger than me by a year. We were the best of friends and i loved her to death. But then she messed up. Made mistakes in which the consequences ultimately lead her to her gruesome early death and I promise you I will avenge them. I won’t let them get away with destroying my entire life and leaving it in shambles.

I am on a mission…a mission no one can be a part of because its too dangerous therefore I have to do this myself.

Hey guys....double update!!! thanks for all you support and kindness. please comment and vote because i want to know what you think and how you feel. i am still blank on songs so tell me and i will edit later.once again i love each and everyone of you but not if you are ghost readers :P .Till next time and no promises...

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