An Impossible Love Story(on hold and editing)

Heart To Heart

Recap

For some reason unknown to me I felt a connection to him. A bond perhaps which led me to being protective. He brought out emotions and feeling strangely new to me with which I had no idea what to do.

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Yesterday night when he came back we had a long DMC. About him in general. My life story wasn’t much to tell. He told me about his mother’s death at his sister’s birth, his father being alcoholic followed his sister’s murder. He told me about the constant abuse at home and how he saved his sister regularly. I have a feeling he didn’t tell me all but hey it was our first proper conversation. I knew it was not easy to open up but he had his ultimate breakdown today and he needed to open up to vent so I pushed and insisted. This was the first breakdown I could see, there was hope he could be helped. But if he didn’t open up his heart and kept it bottled he would end up in the hospital there was no way I was going to let it happen.

My heart shattered into pieces to see him like that so broken and empty. Emotions I was all too was being played out in front of me but I was adamant and determined to help him open up the self-destructive floodgates that like a demon inside ate you up slowly, painfully and surely.it stayed and haunted you till you were nothing but in endless pits of deep black hole with not a ray of light. You were trapped till darkness becomes your life, loathing your favourite emotion, blades, alcohol, sex or perhaps even drugs became your best friend. I knew the demon personally. I may be 15 but I will not lie, I have been through shit and the only reason I am alive is because of Jamie. He was by lifeline. Who was his?

Dear readers if u wanted to listen in the conversation well that was not happening because it was emotional and personal but I shared with you some of it didn’t I?! Be happy. We stayed there. We talked.  There was tears and there was laughter. Guilt, jealousy, hatred, pain, hurt, betrayal above all trust and understanding was present. We had more in common and now I understand why I was drawn and attracted. I didn’t believe in love at first sight but now I do. Strange to think that our first conversation would be so deep but it was. In turn I told him about my mum, the police case, custody trials, dad’s mysterious death/disappearance…

 I haven’t trusted anyone but Jamie but him I was ready to risk my heart because I knew he needed me and I had to be there for him because I had no choice. It was almost 3 when I left the room and went to talk to Jamie. We decided he could stay with us however long he likes because to be honest he needed a break

Feeling relived I hit the hay about 5 am in the morning but it was a Saturday…now I am awake replaying events of last night in my head.  Look at the bedside clock next to me. It reads 16: 20. HOLY MOTHERFUCKING SHIT!!!

I sigh over my wasted day and get off the bed. My stomach being the humongous pig it is rumbles as I take a good look in the mirror. My brown locks hair was in a freaking mess. Tangles worse than a ball of fur which obviously while combing it out would make me feel like my hair is stuck on like some Barbie doll instead of being rooted to me like it is. Urrgg consequences of not tying it before hitting the best hairdresser on this planet-my pillow *note sarcasm* (if you fail to understand it then it’s okay you belong to the world)

Okay I am calm now. I brush my teeth take a shower and attempt to fix my hair to no avail until I give up. I changed into my cute pink soft PJs cause let’s face it I am bonding with bed soon again so no point right? Right? I pad downstairs feeling fresh. When I see him-Damon watching TV and completely at home. A soft smile tugs my lips at this sight. When did I be mushy? OMG he was turning me into a girl! The song Heart Attack by Demi Lovato rings in my head quite annoyingly I might add like a broken tape.Oh well. He looked up at me. Scrutinizing me in a way I felt strangely good yet self -conscious at the same time

“Good morning! About time I see you’re awake. You just missed the parting of the sun! It missed you today”

What!!!! I could see the corners of his eyes crinkling in laughter while his eyes sparkled with humour. Two can play the game

“Well you see I quite like the moon and didn’t want the sun to get jealous of our secret relationship”

Being as mature as I am I stuck my tongue at him and headed to the kitchen. I am a growing girl after all thus I need my nutrition. I devoured the cake in the oven that was left and put water to boil for tea. This was a good Saturday. It was so natural and comfortable to have Damon in the living room watching TV I smiled to myself again. Oh gosh! No Anne, you need to get a grip!

 Hey guys thanks for reading and being so supportive.so I realised this may be happening too fast but love at first sight is real and he did save her while she witnessed his meltdown so yes they can be falling in love! More romance to come soon along with new characters that’s bound to cause hell for them.

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