"Jungkook, I'm leaving, I'll see you around." I said to him as I walked past him, eyeing the exit. My body tightened and I controlled my breath to calm myself down as much as possible.
"Alright, don't forget to call me sometimes and...Wow." He paused for a second to observe one of my latest features.
"Nice big hickey you got goin on over there." He smirked while staring at my flushed throat.
"And Where's Tae?" His eyes darted around me.
"I don't know, I think he left early." I spoke through my teeth, and hearing his name pissed me off more than I was already. I pulled up the hood of my damp hoodie to cover his large handprint that marked my neck.
"And it's a long story." I added. Not really.
"Without saying goodbye? That bastard." Jungkook chuckled. "Well, tell him to come over whenever you see him again."
"Of course." I smiled as I walked out. My face turned cold as soon as I left his presence.
Crap, I don't have a ride anymore. The moment the realization hit me,I sighed and turned around and knocked on the door again
"Miss me already?" Jungkook beamed as he opened the door. My face remained still, however I couldn't help but to look annoyed.
"Nah man, just give me a ride home."
"Alrighty then." He said as he grabbed his car keys
11:30 pm
I immediatly threw myself limp on the bed. Not caring if I broke the bed or not, I laid down on my back and stared up into the ceiling, as my fingers drew outlines on the detailing woven onto the smooth silk on which I lay limp on.
"Don't you EVER fucking talk to her like that again. Don't even look at her."
His voice rang through my head as if everything had occured 5 seconds ago. I shut my eyes tight and tried to take my mind off it. But instead, My mind wandered back to her.
"Congratulations, you fucked up." I mumbled as I rolled my eyes at myself.
Out of all the things I could've said and done, I chose the best route didn't I.
What is she doing right now? Probably laying next to Tae as he whispers words of comfort in her ear. Maybe she'swrapped up in his arms.
Was he feeding her words to hate me?
What if you were laying next to me instead? With your small hands tangled in mine? The thought grazed over me, and my heart beat quickened instantly. The thought of waking up with her in my arms, and watching her sleep with her head on my chest and a hand wrapped around my waist.
Suddenly I remember what I said to her in the ally a few nights ago, or a part of what I drunkly said.
"Now, Ican't seem to get you out of my head." That was true.
"Damn you for walking into that bar that night." I whispered into the emptiness that stood around me. Only if I hadn't met you...none of this would have happened. But I don't regret it for a moment.
Just relax Jimin. My body rolled out of bed, and I stood up to walk to the bathroom. My hands slowly worked their way down the buttons of my shirt as I slid it off tossing it into basket labeled "Things to give back to kookie."
I pushed my hair back and looked into the mirror and observed the once red mark around my neck that was turning into a dark shade of purple with yellow splotches scattered around. That's gonna stay for a while.
I changed into a pair of sweatpants, not bothering to put on another shirt and slid into the covers.
"Good night Y/N, and I'm sorry.....that I want you." I whispered as my eyes began to feel heavy drifted into sleep.
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In case you guys are wondering what Jungkook is like.
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Jimin during this time period
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