Clinically Insane

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It was Friday, meaning, it was the day we get to leave, I woke up at 4 and showered and changed, I also packed a small rucksack with my favourite red dress and knee high black boots, make up, tights, spare tights, underwear, my leather jacket and a baseball top that said I love cookies on. I was wearing a pair of blue jeans with unintentional rips, and a gray top with marvel figures on that stuck like a second skin, I put a huge jumper over it which said cool story bro, I put on my navy converse and put the bag on my back, lacing my earphones under my jumper I plug them in my phone then put it in my pocket, Nate and I decided to leave at 7 so we can get our room, go shopping and prepare for a huge night ahead. I met Damo outside his room and we smoked for a while "we have a tradition here, when something good happens, we go up the the attic room and smoke my weed, it was your birthday a few days ago right? well that's good, how bout tuesday we light up, we can but food and stuff this weekend, we often start a fire and I bring my small speaker up, its like a party, but only 3-4 people, Oh and I overheard Wendy, another new chicks coming, heard she's insucure and moody, sounds like my kinda chick" I chuckle and nod at his question about the actic, "Olay sure ah, I'm spending the weekend with Nate, I have to meet him in like and hour, I dont wanna wait that long though" I run my hand through my slightly wet hair, "so go wake him up" he ends with a wink, like he knows something. I roll my eyes and ask him for a lighter and some cigs,"here's a pack, I don't like them that much, too girly" he shudders after he throws me a 10 pack of some menthol things and a lighter which had an explicit picture of a woman, I chuckle to myself.

I make my way to room 120, when I get there I knock, lightly, before getting harder, I hear a deep croaky voice muffle behind the door "one second" he opens the door in nothing but joggers, my jaw drops at his toned stomach, mmm the things Id do to him I think while biting my lip, his hand snake round me waist, " Baby girl you really gotta stop saying your thoughts out loud" he chuckled as he pulls me onto his bed, me straddling him, I lean into his collarbone, flairing up red, "dont look away doll, you look adorable when you blush" he says while he makes me fave him with his finger under my chin, he leans to kiss me slowly, but the suspense kills me, I grab behind his head and smash my lips to his, he deepens the kiss and bites my lip, I let out an involuntary whimper, I scoot closer on his lap, he let's out a groan, I pull away when his hands go lower than wanted, "Sorry but when you do that, I can't control myself" I look away and get off his lap, he grabs my hand "I'm sorry, I am, ill go have a shower and get ready, you stay in here, ill come back soon okay?" he glances at me through his hair, I let out a sigh, and nod, he leaves after giving me a light kiss, erupting butterflys, I walk to his vinyl collection and see Bastille, I put it on the player and lightly put the spindle thing on, bad blood fills the room, the sound crisp, I dance around his room, besides sitting in my room and going to school and getting bullied, I did gymnastics, from when I was 4 till 12, my dad let me do it, because it reminded him of mum, but apparently I wasn't worth the 12 dollars a month, so he stopped it, but I continued, in my room, and being all skin and no bones, I was flexible, I loved to dance and mix in gymnastics, I dance around his room, till the vinyls spinning and no musics coming out, I was restricted, since I was wearing jeans, during in my dancing I had put my hair up and took my jumper off, leaving me in a top that was way too tight around my breasts, I hear slow clapping and turn to see Nate, "Wow you're amazing at that" he exclaimed, I smile. he kisses me again, "That tops.a bit....small isn't it babe?" he says glancing down, I put my jumper back on and let my hair fall down to my butt, he comes up behind me and wraps his arms around me, a blush forms, he turns me round and kisses me " I wonder if you're that flexible in bed?" "wow way to ruin the moment" I simply reply "Asshole"

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It was 9, we had already left the house and we were sitting in the cutest café ever, it was down a bumby street in Old town as Nate called it, he ordered me.a cookie and a hot chocolate, claiming it to be 'the best fucking chocolate you will ever taste' sadly. he was right. "I'm going to have dreams about this drink!" i exclaim after i down it in one, "Oh i'd much rather you dream about me" Nate says in what he thinks is seductive, of course i blush, this is me were talking about, the most innocent 17 year old ever i mean i only had my first kiss on Tuesday. "What? are you serious, jesus Skar, I'm sorry!" It took me a while to relalise i had said it out loud and not in my head, i just shrug him off, "Listen i didn't know you hadn't kissed anyone before, Hell, you were good, so i wouldn't know, god you're probably the only girl that actually can kiss aha" I felt like he was having ago at me, i just look at my knees, "Come on. Lets go shop!" I let out a small laugh at the voice he put on, i stand up and wait for him to pay, as we walk out the shop i say as a joke "I swear down, you are gay" , he stopped what he was doing and dragged me down the side of the building, he then proceeded to push me into the wall and kiss me, "If i was gay, would i do this?" he runs his hands down my sides and hutches me up against the wall, i wrap my legs round his waist, ensuring i don't fall, i kiss him back with as much as i can, I liked kissing Nate, sure there was butterflys in my stumach but it was genrally just a physical attraction, I had knowe him for only 5 days, and we classified our friendship as a kiss-ship on the second day, I guess, i don't know him, and we're moving too fast, but life is too short to stop and think, just do, which is how i ended up making out with a smoking hot boy down the side of a cafe.