so i have a wedding to go to in august
and i have a dress that i want
and i'm a little afraid my waist'll be too wide for the size that i need
LET ME GET SOMETHING SAID FIRST
no, my weight isn't "overweight"
it if you're going to be considering my age and height, yes i'm overweight
i also gained a lot since ive put off swimming
KEEP IN MIND IVE ONLY BEEN OUT OF THE POOL FOR 2 MONTHS
and i've probably gained 10 pounds really quickly
i have a few problems regarding this
1) my mom loves to feed me carbs and she'll flip out on me if i refuse to eat
2) i need to start working out but i'm studying
3) i hate working out
4) i'm hella unproductive and there's a 98% chance i'll drop everything within a week
i tried doing leg work outs but did my ass last a week? no
i'm been thinking of ways to tell my mom i want to drop the carbs
but me being me, overthinks everything and is fearing my mother calling me an anorexic piece of shit
but also, she would never call me that bUT YOU HAVE TO CONSIDER ALL ODDS NO MATTER HOW UNLIKELY
i can work out but i need to be entertained or ill be a salty ass bitch the entirety of the session
I HAVE FIVE MONTHS TO TRIM UP
*starts to sob because hatred yet desperation*
