What She Went Through.... CURRENTLY UPDATING

Wasn't My Intentions

I swear to the high heavens above I better not be pregnant. I can't have a child. My birthday is next month. I can't be fucking pregnant. I CAN'T BE PREGNANT!!!!!

I called Darren's number immediately.

Darren: Hello?

Me: What the hell you mean your sorry... what could you be sorry for? And why the fuck do I need to get checked out.

Darren: Yeah I meant to tell you the next day after graduation to take a plan b because we were both kinda drunk and I know I didn't use a condom. Plus... I just found out that I have chlamydia.

Me:  Are you fucking kidding me!!!

I just hung up on him. I was so got damn angry with him. I can't believe this shit. I just can't.

Just than Carter came inside his room and looked at me.

"Are you okay?" He asked with concern on his face.

"Yeah I'm fine I just need to go." I said looking for my shoes and keys.

"Brianna please can we talk for a second and if you want to run and go than you can but please just give me three minutes." He pleaded and looking into this man's eyes I knew he was actually really serious. I sighed. "Three minutes." I said sitting down on his bed. He nodded and cleared his throat.

"Brianna ... I don't know how to say this because I've never said something like this to anyone except Natalia. She was the love of my life... so I thought. But after two to three years of her bullshit. The lying, the cheating, the partying, the drugs and the booze." He stopped and looked at me.

"I've realized she wasn't the one for me. I left her. I caught her in bed with someone and that was the last straw with her. But what I'm tryna say is. When I seen the beauty of someone else I instantly knew I had to have her. I got to show this broken girl that there's another life than the one she lives. That there is appreciative people out there and not just the bullshit she goes through." He came towards me.

"I had to make a move. Whether she pushed me away or not. No matter how broken she was. I had to be that person to build her back up." Tears formed in my eyes.

God I need to stop crying so much.

"You are so beautiful to me. Inside and out. You're so humbled and uplifting that it's inspiring. You amaze me Brianna. Whatever you went through and whatever is haunting you now..." He literally stared into my eyes and said these words.

"I wanna go through it with you. I want to be with you Brianna. Seeing you for the first time was just oh my god you melted my heart away. You literally made me have to sit down cause I was so mesmerized. You're so strong. I've never seen someone so strong in my life. When you push me away it makes me want to fight harder for you. Please be with me. Have this relationship with me." He finished brushing his hands across my cheek which I leaned into for some reason I don't know why but it happened.

I looked into his eyes and he helped me get up. We stared each other down. Leaning again into me he kissed my lips. Not fighting him off.

I wanted this .

I wanted him

I needed him.

He never hurt me.

He was just trying to help me.

I'm an asshole.

He was just trying to help.

What's wrong with me?

Kissing him back he ran his fingers through my curly hair. Really giving in I melted into his arms. The kiss was just powerful. It was everything it was...

Oh fuck man .

I pushed this man off me so fast he must've thought something was wrong with him. I ran to the bathroom and let out my insides.

Yeah I'm pregnant. I need to go to the doctor.

"Woah.. are you okay?" He asked holding my hair back as the vomit came out horribly fast and violent. I coughed so hard and started dry heaving.

He rubbed my back and whispered soft loving things in my ears like.. 'It's okay' and 'Let it all out' and 'I'm right here, I'm not going nowhere' I calmed down eventually and sat there in a cold sweat.

Got damnit Darren.

"I need to leave." I said getting up and ending up falling right back down. I felt so weak and dizzy.

"Okay ... I gotchu... when was the last time you ate?" He asked me and I couldn't really hear him because in about five seconds I was about to fall out. In

Five....

Four....

Three...

Two...

One.

Than everything went black.

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Waking up to darkness was something. I sat up and the room became dizzy... real dizzy. I looked around for my phone. Finding it because it started to ring. Darren was calling me.

Me: Hello I said extra groggily.

Darren: What the hell I've been calling you for hours.

Me: I was ahhh... sleeping.

Darren: You was sleeping ?? Whatever I made an appointment tomorrow for you to see if you're actually pregnant and about the chlamydia thing. He said like it was just the best thing in the world to do.

If looks could kill he would be so damn dead right now. The best thing for him to do is to not be a man whore.

Me: no thanks but I think I can go on my own.

Darren: No Brianna it's my doing so I should be there with you. It wasn't my intentions for this to happen okay?

Me: Woah woah . It's both of our fault Darren. I said getting up and finding some form of a light switch.

Finding one I looked for my shoes and keys. My stomach screamed for food. It growled so loud God probably heard it.

Darren: For fucks sakes Brianna let somebody do something for you for once in your damn life. Ten-thirty tomorrow morning be at the doctors office. He said and hung up the phone not giving me no chance to speak and demand I straight no from him.

I guess tomorrow morning I'm finding out if I'm even more messed up than I'm already am.

Qualified's POV....

This one was short lol . Enjoy though 🖤