What She Went Through.... CURRENTLY UPDATING

Trust You How?

Waking up was straight pain. I just wish all this pain can stop all this hurt can stop. I wish I had a needle right now so I can feel numb but instead I'm stuck here with an IV in my arm and pain running through my head.

I know I blacked out but who wouldn't if you got hit in the head with a frying pan? The shit hurt I just didn't really feel it until after the adrenaline in my body wore off. I heard voices but they just came in one ear and went out of the other.

A sense of warmth filled my hand and I turned to look at it. It wasn't a girls hand because Relena always has a manicure nice and full where ever  she went.

I turned to the side to see Carter staring at me. Immediately I moved my hand from his. And he panicked.... HE Panicked...

"Hey hey it's okay you're going to be alright okay? The doctor said you have a concussion and a couple stitches." He told me and I looked at him like he was crazy.

A question in my head that I can't get rid of is.... Why is he here?

"Where's Relena ?" I said sitting up and looking around for her. She should be here right now not him.

"She went to work and asked me to come look after you."

"Why though ? I don't need your help. You can leave." I let go of his hand and turned around. I didn't want him to see me like this. All broken down and defeated. No no . He doesn't need to see me like this. He needs to see the stronger side of me not the weak.

"Look if this is about Natalia I was going to tell you about that. I was going to explain to you Brianna that we aren't together." I heard his voice but I didn't want to see his face. He can't see me like this.

"I honestly don't care Carter. We're just friends anyway and the dance was just a dance and nothing more." I sighed still looking away.

"Yeah you're right. I'll go get the nurse." I heard the chair get pushed back and the door opened than closed.

Tears just started to fall. I really do like him but he just can't see me like this. I won't allow it and I don't even know why Relena thought it was okay for her to put him on me like that? I'm going through so much and this hospital is making me feel such a dread. I hate hospitals. I can't stand the smell of it. I need to get out of here.

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"Okay your good to leave today Brianna. Just be careful because of your stitches and remember you can't wash your hair for a week. You gotta let it heal and you have to let it fully heal." My doctor told me I just nodded and signed the papers.

Getting up and following Relena out of the room. I didn't say a word to her yet and she's dying to know why I'm pissed at her.

"Are you going to talk now?" She asked as soon as we got to the car.

I sighed. "Why did you leave Carter to take care of me the other day?" I asked and she looked at me.

"Are you serious? That's why you're pissed? Okay good. I thought it was something super serious." She pushed her curly hair back and started the car. Like she completely ignored my question.

"Relena I know you heard my question."

"I did.... I don't know why you're so mad about it. No one else would pick up the phone. No Gigi . No Jackson. And no Shelby. It was my last resort." She said briefly looking at me and back at the road.

"Did you tell him what happened?" I asked looking out my window.

"No I just said you fell off a ladder trying to put some books on the top shelf." She put her hand on my lap and began rubbing it back and forth. I nodded and the car grew silent.