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5 months later

Carter

It's been five months since I last saw her. Since any of us saw her. She just left. Like literally she left.

Relena doesn't know where she is. She changed her phone number and everything. She didn't even grab any clothes from her house. She just left.

The girl I've fell deeply in love with just left with no trace of where she might be. And I hate that . I worry about her everyday.

She broke me. I've been sitting here with this bottle of scotch in my hand. Since the day she left. Being drunk is the only thing that's been keeping me from not killing Shelly with my bare hands. This is her fault. I fucking hate her.

Relena rushed into the house. "Carter." She said calling my name looking for me.

She found me in my dining area in the dark. "Carter no see you're not going to keep doing this to yourself. It's been five months got damnit. Get your ass up put that fucking bottle down and go do something. I'm not going to let you sit here everyday and drink yourself to death. She wouldn't want that and you know it. So get up." She said snatching my bottle from me.

"Go the fuck away." I said to her and she just looked at me like my words didn't phase her.

"Carter I know it hurts. I'm still hurting too she's my Bestfriend and I miss her so much but I'm going to still live my life because that's what she would want me to do. So get up!" Relena got all in my face and I sighed. Getting up.

I was drunk no doubt but I can manage. We walked up the stairs and into my room to the bathroom. Relena undressed me and turned the cold water on. I sat down and put my body under the cold water. Memories of me and Brianna started flooding through my head.

Her laugh and that smile she had. Her soft skin and her curly thick hair. God I miss her so much.

"I miss her so much." I said crying grabbing onto Relena's arm and laying my head on her. "Me too." She said. And she started scrubbing my dirty body.

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Brianna

As I sit on the island beach looking at the sunset I realize that I'm at peace. It's so quiet and beautiful out here. I'm at peace.

At peace with myself and at peace with my mindset. Everything is just beautiful. I rub my belly and my son began to kick from feeling my touch.

I kept the baby. Getting an abortion was just too much and I knew that's not what my father would have wanted me to do. Despite who the baby belonged too. Plus I dropped all charges against Aaron and my mother.

I've came into terms that if you forgive those who hurt you and yourself. Than you'll live a better life. And that's what I did.

I forgave them.

I've been so angry for years. Trying to please my mother and everyone else instead of trying to take care of myself and pleasing my own self.

I've been at peace and happy. I love it. I love myself and I love my son.

I watch the waves hit the shore so I decided to get up and walk along the shore while the water hit my feet.

The breeze was the right temperature based on the Miami weather.

It turns out that when I went to Relena's house to grab some stuff I found my book for school and when I looked inside there was an envelope in there. I opened it and a letter fell out. It was from my Dad. When I seen his handwriting instantly started crying when I read it.

5 Months ago

Looking at this letter I opened it and it was from Dad....

Dear My Sweet Flower Brianna,

I love you to the moon and back but you're going to be so upset with me. I'm dying my love. I have what the doctors call Stage 4 Leukemia Cancer. It's where there's these things in my body that's making me sick. Now I'm too sick and almost to sick to keep going. Your mother loves you. Don't forget that she's just taking things really hard so don't be upset with her if she starts to be different. I love you so much my flower and I will miss you to the moon and back. You are my world. When we found out you were a girl that's when I knew you were going to be great. You were destined for greatness. This is why I did what I did. My father was a rich man. Your grandpa had many companies to where I couldn't bare to keep up. I didn't want that life. To where things were handed to me all the time. I wanted you to live a normal life and not be a spoiled brat like these rich kids are. You're more than that and I seen that as soon as you were born. And when he died he left everything to me. I'm his only child. You are my only child and now I'm leaving everything to you. You have a trust fund of 300 million dollars. Hear me when I say this. Do NOT let your mother get ahold of it. She knows about it but only you're going to know the combination lock to my safe of the rest of the money and the PIN number to your money. Do as you please with the money but I'm begging you for me to go to College and get your education. Get married and have kids. Be positive with the money. I know you're going to grow up a fine woman and any man is going to be lucky to have you. You are my Flower and flowers are beautiful just like your soul. I love you
Sincerely, Daddy

I cried when I read that letter. Even though I had like twenty thousand saved up this money my father left me was overwhelming. That's another reason why I kept the baby. It's a tradition in our family to pass our wealth down to our first born child. I couldn't do it after reading that letter. When I moved out here. I applied for colleges and got accepted really quickly by one. When I have Josiah. I'm going to start back dancing in college and also become a Therapist for raped victims. I'm really excited. I couldn't let my father down. He was sick the car accident just sped up the process. I miss him so much . Words can't even imagine. So I had to do this for him.

Than my phone ranged.

I answered. "Hey boo you okay?" Jackson asked me. He's the only one who has my new number and knows where I am.

"Yeah I'm okay I'm walking along the beach before I head inside. Josiah been moving like crazy today." I told him.

"Maybe he's ready to come out." He said laughing. "Yeah maybe... How's Carter ?" I asked.

Jackson sighed. "I wish you could see for yourself. He's just been drinking a lot. We all been taking turns going over to the mansion and getting him to put the bottle down. You really hurt him." He finished and I scoffed.

"I didn't hurt him.  I was trying to protect him. What he did... He hurt me... don't you forget it either. We were all in the room that night when Shelly let it be known that I was a bet."

"Yeah but you could actually tell that you were more than that to him Bri. He confessed his love for you." He told me and I nodded.

"If you love someone than they should mean something not be worth something. He made me look like a fool Jackson. Like I was his charity case."

"But now look at you... you can start the charity." He said and we both laughed.

"Are you ever going to come back?" He than asked and I sighed. "Yeah I will when I'm ready. It's just so beautiful out here and quiet. I've finally found peace you know?" I breathe in and breathe out.

"Yeah I understand. I love you Brianna. See you soon my love." He said blowing me kisses through FaceTime.

"I love you too see you soon. Tell Jason I said hi." He smiled and hung up.

Am I ready to move back ? I don't know life is just perfect right now and this is how I like it.

Qualified's POV

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Sorry about not being able to update on the regular been going through some stuff but here's another chapter I hoped you guys are enjoying the book and this chapter as well Later My Sexy Slaves 🖤