Adopted by a band...

Dad's not nice?

Jessie POV

When been playing video games for about three hours. The boys took turns while I got to keep the one controller the whole time. I could feel Ashton watching me carefully before he looked at the ground. He seems to be thinking about something. I could it wasn't something happy with the vibes coming off him. Michael pulled me out of my thoughts as he pauses the game.

"Anyone else hungry?" Michael asked softly but a little louder then I liked. All the boys and Luke's girlfriend mumble a light 'yeah'.

"Have you guys eaten anything else than fast food?" Luke girlfriend asked I couldn't remember her name.

"Nope." He smiled at her then looked over at me. "Do you want pizza?" his voice was super calm and made me feel a little safer. I just shook my head and looked back down at the controller in hand.

"Order pizza tonight but tomorrow I am cooking." Luke girlfriend said getting off Luke.

"I've got it," Michael said loudly pulling out his phone.

"Okay, Not too much Mike." Luke girlfriend said before disappearing into the bathroom.

"You're so fucking loud.," I mumbled before curling up to the wall.

"Who is?" Ashton asked me as he looked over at me.

"You idiots." I rolled my eye at him

"Do you want to go into our own room?" Ashton asked as he stood up and tilted his head.

"Please.." I whispered grabbing one of the three boxes.

He nodding grabbing the rest of my stuff. I followed him through the living and then through the kitchen. He open struggled to open the door before he used his foot and push the handle down. The room was super clean and looked untouched.

"This room has bathroom attach to it." He said as he put the boxes on the dresser and the guitar on the king size bed.

"Thanks.." I mumbled and pushed past him grabbing the boxes and put them next to the bed

"If you need anything just come get me or one of the boys. Haylee can help too." Ashton said as he started to walk towards the door.

"Thanks," I said again and looking at him like he's an idiot

"I am not for sure if I like that look." He said chuckling a little and stopping in the doorway. He leans against the door frame.

"Okay?" I whispered making myself smaller on the bed. "Can you leave.." I muttered looking him up and down.

"Okay." He whispers and walked out of the room closing the door. I waited a while before getting up and locking the door. I walked back to the bed grabbing the box with blades and walked into the bathroom before shutting and locking that door too. I sat the box down and started pulling out many different ones. I sat them on the floor and listened to footsteps run around outside the room. They were annoying and the only one I really liked was probably Luke. I watched the razors on the floor as I listened to the voices yell.

"Calum put on your pants!" Luke voice came out loud and annoyed.

"No, I hate pants!" Calum yelled back running around.

"Get your pants on and go fucking check on Jessie!" Luke yelled again.

"Fine but I don't think she likes me at all," Calum yelled. I heard a lot of footsteps all over the place before a few second later they started for my room. I panicked and threw the blades back into the box. I cut my finger slightly before I shoved the box somewhere and walked out the bathroom and held my finger tightly.

There was a soft knock on the door.

"What?" I snapped looking down at my bleeding finger.

"I don't know Luke sent me." He said quietly.

"Okay?" I asked. "Does that mean I let you in or?" I rolled my eyes looking back at the locked door. The paint was chipping in some areas and kinda bothered me.

"Yeah." He whispers his voice was quiet and waver.

I rolled my eyes and walked over to the door. I unlocked it with my good hand and went back to my bed as the door opened. I held my bleeding finger tightly in my lap.

Calum walked in and closed the door quietly and walked over to the bed with his head down.

"What?" I asked again.

"Nothing. I don't know?" Calum said as he sat down leaving a good amount of space. "Do you like any of us?" He said after a few minutes he looked up at me then back at the ground.

"Not really. Dad wasn't really nice to me.." I whispered moving over a slight bit on the white bed.

"So you don't like men?" He whispers as he plays with the hem of his shirt.

"No. Guy's scare me... They don't usually treat me well." I rolled my eyes again

"I see. Well, we won't hurt you and I hope you get more comfortable around us. We will try not to be so loud too." He said laying back on the bed sighing.

I nodded and looked down at my finger again. I looked back up at him. He looked deep in thought before looking at me and opening then closing his mouth before frowning.

"What?" I asked softly letting my guard down just to see what he'd do.

"I was going to ask if you wanted to go down to the studio with me?" He said as his voice wavers with nervousness.

"Um... Are the others going..?" I asked softly.

"Nope." He whispers sitting up.

"Just let me clean my finger.," I whispered looking down at my hand that had blood dripping off the back of my hand.

"Okay just come into the living room when you're done." He said quietly giving me a sad smile before getting off the bed. He softly walked over to the door before opening it and looked back at me. He just bit his lip a little before walking out and closing the door softly behind. I got up and walked into the bathroom. I turned on the sink and rinsed off my hands before washing them. I put a small gauze pad on it before wrapping it up and walking out to my door

I could hear Calum talking to someone. "I am going to the studio with Jessie." Calum voice came out soft and low. I cracked the door open and slid out of my room listening to them.

"Okay, I think her having one on one with us is good." Luke voice comes out calm and sweet.

"Do you really think that'll work... Stop her habit and make her happy? Isn't that why Sarah told us to adopt her? Or because we couldn't take care of ourselves." Calum asked softly.