Dear Rana,
I know not amount of apologies will ever make up for the things I've done.
But I might as well try once again.
You were right, I am a selfish coward.
There is still a darkness inside me that resurfaces from deep within and causes chaos, but that doesn't stop me from trying to be a better person.
It never will. Only for your sake.
But that last look upon your face three months ago spilled all your thoughts.
Your hate and disgust for me was clear, and despite how angry I was at the time, I understand why.
These letters are the only way of reaching out to you, but I can never know if you ever read my words since you won't reply.
One thing I have realized is that you don't want me as part of your world, I don't belong, but jail isn't for me either.
There's no place for me on this world.
I wish farewell, don't take my death upon yourself, you're better than that.
Pursue all your dreams and remember,
I will always love you.
Allahfez Gul-e-Rana,
Adeel.
Tears escaped from her eyes as she now faced the world alone.
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FanfictionAdeel Ahmed's egoistical behavior and constant torment was what caused his wife, Rana, to leave him. But after going on a path of redemption, he has changed to be a better person. Yet will his wife ever have enough faith in him to return home? Previ...
