Fatal attraction

Chapter 13

This is kinda an extra chappie to knw about Rohan's side of story ..

"Hey, man! You never told me you were gay", Sam, my best friend yapped as he swung an arm around my neck.

"Umm.. what are you talking about?", I cocked my head at one side and looked at him as I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Oh please, I saw the video", He grinned and tried to punch me playfully.

"Shut up!", I shoved his arm aside and grimaced.

"It's alright. You are like my bro! I won't judge you", He looked at me solemnly.

"Man, you alright?"

"Yes! if you don't believe me. See the video yourself", He grabbed my hand and kept his phone on it. I looked at the video being displayed on the screen. Shit! When did that happen?

"W-what?", I petrified as the phone slipped out of my hand but somehow Sam prevented it from hitting the floor.

"My phooonneee", He screamed like a girl as he carressed his phone and looked at me reproachfully. I stared at him as my body froze. I kissed a guy!! What the fuck? When? Last night? But i don't remember anything that happened last night after I drank few glasses of vodka. Who is that person dancing with me?

"I don't... am..no..can't be.. not..", I rumbled incoherently. I glanced around the hall as everyone looked at me wierdly. I felt uncomfortable. Normally, I wouldn't have minded their stares and all because I was used to these kinda things but that day, they were staring at me for some other reason. Screw you all... I stormed out of the gate and rushed towards my car. I fiddled with my keys as my hands were shaking with shock.

"Oh damn you, stupid keys!", I muttered under my breath. When the key finally fitted in the keyhole, I let out a sigh if relief. I sat in the car and drove out of the place towards my favourite place. I parked my car at the entrance of the park and walked towards the bench beside the lake. I have always visited this place with my parents when I was a child. Since then, it became my favourite spot. I came here whenever I became emotional. I love this place. Its beautiful scenery, fresh air and sound of chirping of birds always rejuvenated my mind as well as my soul. I looked at the lake. Something about it reminded me of her...Sanju.. She was the first girl among my ex-gfs who saw this place. I loved her very much and I still do. I wished to kiss her sweet lips again, hug her and entwine our hands. I wished to hear her melodious voice.

I was very nervous about my first day of the college. Though I acted all macho about it, I was scared and nervous about it. I walked in the classroom when I saw a beautiful girl talking to her friend. She was breathtakingly beautiful. Her smooth black hair, her fair face, her contagious smile, her beautiful eyes and everything about her urged me to talk to her. I walked towards her seat and asked if I could sit beside her. She blushed and my heart fluttered as I saw her cheeks becoming red. She looked so cute... Was it what they call love at first sight? Or just attraction? I don't know but whatever it was, it was a very beautiful feeling....

I sighed at the memory. I lost the most precious person of my life. Why did I cheated on her? Someone said it right- you don't understand the value of someone unless you lose them... When she slapped me at the club, I realised that what I did was wrong. When I look back, I realised that Sheema was just an attraction and a little bit of alcohol's effect. But that didn't mean that I didn't do a wrong thing. If I truly loved Sanjana, I shouldn't even have danced with her. I didn't deserve someone like her. I wonder if she was alright. I could see the tears in her eyes whenever she looked at me. I wish I could wipe them and bring back her smile. I didn't have the courage to apologise to her. I didn't know how to make her realise that I still love her. I betrayed her trust. I abused her feelings, her love.

I'm sorry Sanju..... I love you. Please forgive me and be mine again... A tear rolled down my cheeks as i looked at the lake. I don't care about the video or about what everyone thinks about me now. But, it was still very wierd. I kissed a guy for heaven's sake !! I won't drink henceforth and that's final !....