Random Writings from My Journal

Excerpt VI: Untitled

I am stuck in a cage

Where in this stage of my life,

I cannot escape.

My life is falling apart and I can't tape it back together.

You see I'm inside this cage and inside of me there is a jar.

But that jar is shattering slowly.

When that jar shatters, it's over.

I am stuck in a cage with the jar's glass around me.

But don't you worry my thighs will not bleed anymore.

I've Been there and done that, im over that.

I'm stuck in a cage with this person.

Even though i have someone there, I'm lonely.

You see this person, has my thoughts in the palm of their hand

They take them and twist them around on me.

This person is hurting me even though, they say they are my friend,

Which I don't understand because a friend is supposed to be there for me, right?

I'm not supposed to feel like i'm alone in this cage that i'm trying so hard to get out of.

But i'm stuck in this losing cycle.

I'm stuck in this cage that I can't get out of.

I won't win this battle.

But I'll use all of my strength to win