The Canyon Calls Me Home

.I'm Right Where I'm Supposed to Be.

 So I wrote this on my phone and computer, and one saved more stuff on it and so things might be fucked. So just tell me if something isn't right and I'll change it. How's everyone liking this so far? I think I won't update on weekends because that's when I'm busy, but I dunno.

"It looks like shit." She said. I had my eyes closed and she was out of the shower. She was in front of the mirror and looking at herself.

"You're lying."

"No. I'm not."

"Yes you are."

"No."

"Yes."

"Well, look at it I guess."  I lifted my hands off my eyes and saw. It was short and cute, exactly like her. I got off the floor and went over to her and pulled her damp hair behind her ears. 

Looking into her eyes I said, "It's beautiful Luca." I kissed her passionately and held her there. I wish I could have this feeling all the time. Dopamine going off in my head felt good. 

She pulled away and looked up at me. "Y'know that's not my full name."

"Really?" I was confused. "What is it?"

"It's Lucanovi. My mother wanted to name me Lucanova but she wanted something different. But please don't call me that. I will be so upset with you."

"Alright baby," I smiled, "you should probably get dressed, I don't want the guys seeing you like this." 

"Shut up I know. Fuck, I forgot to bring my shit in here. "

"I'll go get it." 

"Thank you! Bring me my hat too."

I went down the hall and grabbed some clothes. I grabbed a pair of baggy pants, I knew she liked them and a shirt that looked like it had been worn for a long time. I'd seen her wear it before and it always looked extremely tight. But it was what I chose. I also grabbed her the hat that she liked to wear, it was plain black and her ears always poked a little out when she wore it. 

"Alright, get your stuff on." I threw it at her. "We don't have all day." 

"Yeah I'll hurry." I went downstairs and still the house was empty, I looked outside and Jeph's car was gone. It wasn't a big surprise, they all loved going places, but did they forget about Luca and I?  I found a note. 

"Hey, we went out for food, We'll bring home something for you guys." - Branden

"That's nice." I said aloud to myself. "Perfecting timing too." 

"Perfect timing for what?" Luca said, coming down the stairs. 

"Oh, nothing. They all just went out." I shrugged. "It's whatever." 

"You want to unpack some?"

"Sure, I can beat you up there!" I passed Luca and ran up the stairs. She pulled on my foot to make me stop and I kicked her hand away. I climbed to the top and ran into our room, jumping and landing on the bed. I didn't realize I had left her bag there and knocked it down. I scrambled to pick up what I had just tossed down. I picked a little bag off the ground, Luca had come into the room, not noticing what I had in my hands. I unzipped the bag and that caught her attention. 

What was inside was a bag, a spoon, a lighter, and a needle. I dropped it to the ground.

This wasn't mine.

She was keeping this away, and it hurt.

"Fuck. No you weren't supposed to know." Her mouth went open and she started to get a little teary eyed. "You weren't supposed to see that."

"You were keeping your addiction secret-."

"You were too, Quinn told me.-" That hurt me.

"Quinn told you? When?"

"When he cut my hair," she was crying, "I couldn't believe it."

"I can't believe we have the same problem. The same fucking problem." This made me laugh. "We both kept our addictions away from eachother."

"I didn't want to hurt you." She spoke softly, tears were softly crawling down her face as she slid to the floor.

"Hey, it's okay Luca. It's okay."

"It's not." I saw her eyeing it, she wanted what was in that bag. "I was hiding that from you."

"It's fine. Now we have more. I was running out."

She peeked her head out of the room. "You sure we have time for this?"

"Yeah, they won't be back for a while."

She came running towards me and grabbed everything. She set it up and we had everything ready.

We closed the door and she smiled at me. "I can't believe I'm doing this." She kissed me and looked back at the needle. Everything was ready.  I couldn't believe I was doing this, again today. 

"I can't believe it either." I kissed her, and she grabbed me and pulled me close to her. We forgot about the needle and everything else. We both wanted something else. 

Quinn's POV

I came home, shutting the door behind me in the garage. Everyone was still in the car and was waiting for me. I just wanted to come home and ask if Bert or Luca needed anything before we went anywhere else. I brought home drinks for them since we had just went out and got drinks. It was weird and I felt bad leaving them home. From what Branden told me Bert wasn't doing well and Luca was upset knowing about Bert's addiction.  

"They're fighting upstairs," is what my head told me. I wasn't sure if that was true or not. I definitely heard something going on. I went up and ignored the noises. "Guys?" I put my hand on the doorknob, I was going to regret this. 

"Hello- oh god!" I slammed the door after what I just saw. Bert had Luca up against the wall, Luca had been staring at the door and connected eye to eye with me.

 I went downstairs, trying to erase what I saw. "Bye guys!" I walked back into the garage and slammed the door behind me, getting in the car. 

"Did they want anything? Jeph asked me. 

I shook my head. "I walked into them fucking, so I guess they don't need anything." Branden and Jeph were laughing. I was regretting my decision to let them stay home. 

This was gonna be an awkward night.