Being the Weakness

Chapter Twelve

Chapter twelve: Alex

James' P.O.V.

I sit up straight in my seat as the driver pulls up to the circle drive. As we drive around the driveway I go over my role. My name is James Wilkinson an I'm staying at Mr. Robertson's house in Hawaii and I'm here for a golf tournament but everyone really knows I'm here for his seventeen year old daughter who I met on my last trip here two summers ago. Her name is Alexandra but she likes it when I call her Alex so I do.
I step out of the car and walk up to the door and just before I knock it swings open and Alex gives me a soft yet devilish smile like she's glad to see me.
"Hello Mr. Wilkilson!" Mr. Robertson says stepping infront of the door and shakes my hand firmly.
"Hello sir, it's good to see you again." I reply.
"I'm sorry but I am being called urgently at work and I must leave. I trust Alexandra can keep you company in my absence." he says and walks out the door after letting me in.
Once the door shuts I turn to face Alex and before I can say anything her lips are pressed to mine and her hands wrap around my neck, like Caroline. I have to pretend it's her otherwise I'd give myself away so I kiss her back and I kiss her hard. I lick the bottom of her lip so she knows I want in and she easily lets me. I've never done that with Care, I mean I've wanted to don't get me wrong but I really want to take it slow with her and do it right. Alex is different though I don't have any real feelings for her I don't even want to be here but I'm doing this for Caroline. Alex is more of a physical person. I wrap my hands around the small of her back and slowly move them down to her waist then we move over to a near room and I realize it's the guest bathroom. She locks the door as she intertwines her tongue with mine we hit the wall and I hover over the hem of her shirt like I did with Care.
It's Care. It's Care. It's Care. I keep telling myself but it doesn't really help.
I slowly put my hand between her shirt she pulls herself up to meet my hight
I open my eyes to find her lips next to my ear and she whispers, "I missed you." and she slowly unbuttons my shirt and I stop her short.
She looks at me confused and I say, "Not yet."
"Awwww come on I miss this..."
"Alex, not now." I say again. She pouts and unlocks the door and walks out and by the time I button up my shirt again she is sitting on the couch waiting for me.
"So when then?" she demands and answer.
"Once I've got to know you better, you know the real you. I mean I remember all of the fun times we had but I just want to spend more time with you." I reply gliding my hand gently against her cheek and I watch her melt into my words.
"Okay." She smiles softly and then jumps off the couch. "So do you want to teach me how to golf?"
"Sure." I reply excitedly. "It'll be our first date since I'm back!" She smiles and I follow her out side to the neon green gol course. "First we have to pick out your club." I say and then our date begins. Remember it's for Caroline, I tell myself once more before helping Alex pick out her clubs.