Friday, richard annoyed me again.
I mean can't he leave me alone. he ask if he can copy my history homework. yet I was busy doing my english homework.
I told him to wait, but he kept demanding.
he is evEN WHINING LIKE A THOUSAND(three) TIMES. WHAT TF CANT U BE PATIENT???
I can't stand whines except for jongdaes, no excuses. whines sucks.
like bitch you are not my son and im not you mother stop whining and pouting you looked annoying.
I gave up and mumbled an 'aish' while taking my book out of my bag. he laughed and said "haha shes mad".
oh haha, is me mad entertaining to you? ha ha.
I gave him my homework and he finally silenced himself. I know in fanfictions, the boy usually likes you if they did something like this or something but im pretty sure he doesn't. hes just stupid.
he seeks attention.
ever since he broke up with his ex he started bugging me. and 'caring' , calling me pet names. hello but excuse me who are you?
anyway enough about this bitch let's move on.
as I finished doing english homeworks at school(it doesnt matter), I collected the other parts from my other group members.
and one of them is someone i really adore. my crush? I dont want to call someone as my crush, nope.
one problem I have been having is making eye contact while talking, I tried talking while making eye contact- it work a several times,,,,, for five seconds.
so this someone I really adore-- i collected the paper from him while I tidy the papers i already had. i ask him if our other group member is done with his paper, while taking the paper away from him I managed to make eye contact while talking.
because he was apparently looking up at me too-- he was sitting down.
it lasted five seconds but that's an improvement. I'm so proud.
I walked away, and without me knowing at that time I was smiling and my mood was up.
eye contact can be a big deal for someone that lacks confident. like me.
but when you make one, it makes you feel as if theres a connection between you and the one youre talking to.
or im just being dramatic.
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