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dear grayson,

im so mad at you for killing yourself

how can you be so selfish?

i just don't understand how you could do this

i love you grayson so so much, more than anything

im just mad and so full of anger and sadness. ive been lashing out at everyone. dad looked at me the other day and i nearly ripped his fucking head off

god grayson i miss you. i miss your touch and your smell and the way your lips feel against mine. i miss your weird little obsession with the color blue

i can't even fucking look at the sky without thinking about you

how could you do this to me?

love, ethan