How Silent Love Can Be

Chapter 21: Dipper!

Alright, so I haven't updated in a while I know that. The coma takes up a lot of time, and I don't feel like writing 3 months of filler in only a few chapters. This chapter time skips to 2 months of Dipper in a coma. 

Dipper's POV:

Urgh, it's been two months! I've been bored out of my mind when no one is with me or when everyone is asleep! Or I should say bored in my mind, you know, 'cause I'm trapped in my own mind. There is literally nothing to do in my mind! I thought this might be the mindscape and tried to make a book or something appear, but nothing happened. I'm stuck thinking about my life while everyone else gets the glory of sleeping. It's like the worlds longest timeout with no sleeping, eating, or bathroom breaks! The first thing I do when I wake up is to go "back" to sleep. All I want to do is not think for once. I try to zone out while listening to Bill's heartbeat, it's the closest thing I can get to not thinking. It takes some practice, but eventually, you get pretty good at forced zoning out. This is like the tenth circle of hell! I think that if I go to hell, this will be my torture. 

Annnnddd I'm rambling. This is what happens when left to my own thoughts, I ramble then get off topic then start a new thought that loops in a never-ending circle. Can this be over soon? No wonder it took Bill so long to come back, I barely used as much as he did and look what happened! Two months of hell! Only Bill can entertain me, and now the demon actually sleeps for once in his existence! Sometimes he frustrates me, but I digress. I'm so BOOOOOORRRRREEEEDDDD!!!!! There is nothing to do but rage and cry here! And I don't happen to like either of those options. I could do flips and turns and other gymnist stuff, but that got boring after the first month. Plus, I hit an invisible wall which hurt a ton.

*More Time Skipz!*

"Morning Pinetree!" was my greeting from Bill. His voice can never cease to make my heart skip a beat. I felt a tingle on my forehead, meaning he kissed me there. I smiled at him in my head, I was so happy he was finally awake. Bill was like a bug spray for boredom, and I was crawling with it. He was about to start his usual routine with me, but I felt something. Something that came within the depth of my stomach. It made me think something was going to happen today, but I couldn't place what. The feeling eventually lessened, but it was still there while Bill played a movie for me. I couldn't think of what the feeling could mean, it was like nothing I've felt before. 

It was now time for Bill to read me a book, which I was always excited about. We were almost at the end of this book with all the girls, and shit was about to go down. I was quite excited to see if that evil dude dies. Bill was finishing up a chapter when the feeling grew stronger, but again I ignored it. It was getting harder to do that, though, towards the middle of the fighting scene. It had become even stronger than when I first felt it, and it was increasing.

 I think Bill had noticed something strange going on with me (even if I don't know how), because he was suddenly worried and asked, "Are you alright Pinetree? Is it another attack?" I slowed my breathing and my heartbeat slowed, trying to show I was fine. This didn't hurt, but it was definitely strange."Okay, but something seems wrong. I'm gonna watch you for a bit okay?" I let my breathing become faster and my heartbeat sped up too, letting him know I was okay. I couldn't shake the feeling, something was going to happen. Something was happening now.

The gravity that seemed to not be in this place had gotten heavier, and I lay down on the invisible ground. I was a little scared, but everything was going to be fine. The feeling told me that. For the first time since I had gone into this torture coma, my eyelids had gotten heavy and I closed them. I could think of anything to do, so I just tried to open my eyes. That proved harder than it sounded, it was like they had weighs attached to them. I kept trying and eventually got them to crack open and I could see into small slits. The light burned my eyes so I groaned and closed them again. "Dipper!" I heard. But it was different, it wasn't echoey like before. Light, regular voices, and finally the actual feeling of being smothered by a set of hands. This could only be real life. I was beyond overjoyed, I was ecstatic. I couldn't wait to see everyone again.