Hanahaki disease!micheal
trans!micheal Oof total angst fest
Tw, death, angstMicheals pov
I has had the disease for about 6 years now, dont remember when it officially happened.
Maybe when I started to notice little things, like how cute Jeremys smile was, or how beautiful his eyes we're, or how his laugh melted my heart.
Whatever it was, it didn't matter.Jeremy also happened to be the one of the only 2 people who new about my disease, but he didn't know all of it. There were three itty bitty lies thrown in there.
One, Jeremy had no clue who it was, and for all he knew, I didnt either.
Two, he thought I still had one month left, not two days.
And three, he thought I had already arranged to get the surgery.
Of course, I wasnt getting the surgery, even if I did have the funds, or help getting the funds by my parents, I wouldnt want to lose all feelings.
I would rather just die.
Which was exactly what would happen.
In alittle over 24 hours.I was just playing video games in my basement, planning on spending my last few hours like this, when his phone beeped.
Player 2: Micheallll
Even just texts from Jeremy was almost enough to make him throw up petals.
Ever so, he still needed to answer him, or else Jeremy would worry about him.Player 1: yeah dude?
Player 2: wanna hang out with the gang tomorrow, chloe didnt have your number so she asked me to text u
Sense the, uh incident, I became better friends with the 'squip squad', which by the way, I never agreed to that name.
I became especially close with Rich and Brooke, brooke was actually the other person who new about the disease, and the only one who new it was for Jeremy. I should probably say no, but it is my last day, and I might as well get my ass outa the house.
Anyways, as long as I get home before 9 I should be fine.Player 1: yeah, but I have to be back by 8:30
Player 2: why? Not like you ever have any planes
Player 1: parents doing there monthly check in on there 'sweet daughter Michelle', cant get out of it unluckily.
Player 2: oh ok, see you tomorrow.
Luckily I was pretty good at lies, and Jeremy would believe anything.
I looked over at my clock, 11 pm, probably should head to sleep so I wouldn't be a total mess tomorrow.Next day
The next morning, at like 8 am Jake was here, being the only other person in the group with a car.
Him and rich were in the front, with Christen Brooke and Chloe stuffed in the back. Wich left me next to..
Shit.
I sat down in the seat in the middle and pulled my headphones on as we drove to pick up Jeremy.They got to his house, he jumped in and sat next to me after saying hi to everyone.
He leaned up against me, making me blush. I wanted to stay there, like old times, and rest my head on him, but I had to move away from him, so I wouldn't erupt into a fit of bloody coughs in a car full of people.
Jeremy looked alittle confused,maybe even hurt, but didnt question it.
"So were are we going anyways." I asked, looking out the window like in some edgy movie.
"Not sure, we could just hang out at someones house and get drunk, or go to a restaurant or something, im up for whatever." Jake saidThey decided on a movie marathon at Chloes house.
7 hours, and a couple lord of the rings movies later, they were all bored and drunk.
"If we sit here doing nothing any longer im going to die." Rich complained.
" We could play truth or dare?" Christen asked
"I havnt done that sense like middle school" brooke said sitting upside down on the couch. "But sure"
So the 6 drunk teenagers, sitting in a circle like children, played truth or dare.
I wasnt really paying much attention to the game, or anything really.
But when it was riches turn to ask someone, that changed
"Jeremy, truth or dare."
"Dare"
Rich was quite for a second, thinking of a dare.
"Kiss Micheal."
"What!" I yelled, backing up alittle.
Brooke sent me a concerned look.
"Rich I dont think thats a great idea" she said, I was about to agree, when Jeremy jumped up from his spot next to his girlfriend and kissed me.
I felt the all to familiar blue pettles rise in my throat, and the feeling of not being able to breathe.
Christen, the only sober one, laughed and pulled Jeremy back, kissing him on the cheek, and giving rich a death stare.
I got up and ran to the bathroom, locking the doors.
Being kissed by him, then watching his girlfriend kiss him was differently to much.
I started throwing up in the toilet, blood and petals unluckily going everywhere.
But this time, something was different, there was way more then normal.
I looked up at the clock above the door.
9:45, I was late.There was no was out of the house, without passing out a few feet away from the bathroom window, and I still had my goodbye note in my pocket.
I just had to except it I guess, I wish I could have been a little less dramatic and gone home before this, but hey, what are you gonna do.
I managed to laugh alittle thinking
About it, this would have been way easier and faster if I could have just killed myself at my house, after a day of playing video games.
Soon I wasnt even able to think, flowers started growing up my throat, and more blood was getting everywhere, dark red dying all the white surfaces, blue petals filling up any remaining spaces.
I started straining to breath, even if I new it would help.
Knocks came from outside the door, loud ones too.
Funny, It feels like ive heen threw this before.
A final petal fell from my mouth, and soon all that was left was a boy laying in a bathroom full of blood, beautiful flowers blooming out of his mouth.
Beautiful but deadly.
A single tear in the boys eye, and even threw the flowers, he was smiling.Third pov
"Micheal im sorry" Jeremy said, knocking on the door. "Please let me in"
They thought he had just freaked out so didnt think much of it, but when micheal was still in there after 10 minutes, brooke got worried, and made everyone go to check on him.
Jeremy had no reason why she was freaking out so much, but she was.
But whatever they did, he wouldnt answer and the door wouldn't open.
All the sudden blood starts poring out of the door.
"Shit!" Brooke yelled. Jeremy finally figured out what was happening and started trying to break down the locked door with brooke.
"What the fuck is going on?!" Rich yelled, shocked.
Chloe ran off, and came back with one of those things you can use to unlock doors.
But it was to late, inside Micheal was dead in the bathroom, blue petals and blood everywhere.
"He told me he had a month left!" Jeremy yelled, crying slightly.
"Omg" christen mumbled,
"What.. What happened?" Rich asked.
"Hanahaki right?" Jake asked, akwardly "my aunt had it..."
Brooke nodded.
Jeremy bent down by Micheals body, crying, when he noticed a piece or paper sticking outa his pocket.
He pulled it out and read what it said on the front.
'Dear anyone who happens to read this' was on the cover of the folded up paper.
"What is it?" Chloe asked.
"A.. A goodbye note..." Jeremy sais, whipping his eye.
Everyone crowded around him as he unfolded it.'Dear guys
Sorry, especially brooke and Jeremy.
Yeah yeah I know, I lied, but I knew if I told you guys the truth you would make me get the surgery, wich was never a option by the way.
Beind dead is better then a
Emotionless shell, id probably turn into a even bigger ass then rich when he has his squip.
Anyways uh, im sorry about this, Just forget about me, okay? Live your lifes and forget I ever existed.
Except let my legacy for killing the squip go on, thats some legendary shit, Hah.
Anyways Jeremy I should tell you, it was you.. Sorry dude, and sorry christen, I know your straight and all, so im sorry, please dont blame yourself or anything, I knew nothing would happen.
Well I guess thats all, see you guys later.
Well not really.
From, Micheal----------------------------------------------
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