Abandoned and alone.
No friends. No one to talk to. Not a single soul.
I wish this would get better. This pain I feel in my chest. I want it to go away. I can not handle it anymore.
People lie to me. They ignore me.
I need someone. I need someone I can trust. I need someone I can trust fully. I need someone I can trust fully and unconditionally.
But where do you find someone like that?
People like that don't exist anymore...
So my need of a trustworthy person will never be fulfilled. I will always be left needing. Never being satisfied.
Ever.
I feel like I might not make it. I can not handle this anymore. This pain in my chest is too painful. It's too unbearable. What am I going to do? Who do I trust? Who will be there for me?
Me.
It will always be me.
I will always be there for myself.
And that will never change.
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Release
RandomThis will just be a book full of chapters where I express what I feel at certain moments in my life. I have the tendency to bottle up my feelings so this will be a "Release" from my bottled up feeling. I will not update on a regular basis, I will up...
