secrets to tell... ♥

everything just, escapes.

caitlyns POV

we arrived at julias house. she was stil sniffling bad. i cant believe he did that too her. i dont know what i'd do. julia went straight to her room. i begged her to eat so she'd feel better, but she deneid everything thing. i know what happens too her if she gets too overwhelmed. she starts to have a breathing problem and starts shaking. it scares me that she wont tell annyone what happens but most of it, is because she doesnt want to lose that "loved one" again like she did when she was eight. she thought that would be the only time it would happen. but she was wrong. "im going to the bathroom, be back!" said louis. "i cant believe, harry is going to put her through this. by the way shes taking it , she liked him a lot!" niall said  "yeah, harry liked her a lot too, he just didnt know how to show it, i feel bad." i said making tea. "i wish shed come out and talk, it'd probably better for her." niall was right, my bestfriend is in that room crying to herself, and im out here waisting time. ""caitlyn?" niall asked. "yeah niall?", "i like you a lot, i know this isnt the best time t say this but we never have alone time. so i just wanted to say, your beautiful, and per-" niall was interupted by a scream coming from julias bedroom. i ran down there to see what was wrong.. julia was so mad she punched through her window, her hand covered in blood and bits of glass between the cuts, and there was glass everywhere! "julia! im calling harry and were taking you to the hospital right now!!" i screamed almost crying. by then niall came in and hugged me i was already in tears cause my bestfriend had just hurt herslef. she was just standing there in shock with a blank face. her face wet from crying, mascara all-over her face, her nose red, covered in blood. "we have to go to the hospital NOW!" niall yelled. "LOUIS C'MON MAN, WE HAVE TO GO NOW!" he yelled. louis came out of the bathroom, "why?whats goi-" "oh my god, ill call harry" he said surprised. "HARRY YOU HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL, NOW julias hand, sh-sh-she punchedd her window! shes in shock, you gotta go now!" niall picked julia up rapped her hand in two towels and carried her out to the car. we all climbed in and drove off. julias shock began to wear down, she has just realized what she'd done by the time we pulled in. "HELP!!" she screamed. i couldnt stand it i started crying again.

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harrys' POV 

Louis called me and told me that i needed to go to the hospital, and that julia punched through the window and she was covered in blood. i cant believe that would happen, how could i be so stupid! i know something was going to happen. from the moment i saw her walk out of the cafeteria crying! she has anger issues, how could i forget that? how couldve i just show up with another girl! im so stupid! this feels like hell. i cant take it. i saw louis and his striped shirt walking into the door of the hospital. i ran in there, but i was too late, theyd already taken julia into an exam room to examin it and clean out the glass. but louis decided, 'hey, harry might want to see what happened so ill takee pictures..' ha. no. he showed me and i had to sit down. was it worth it? i said to myself. was it worth her hurting herself? how do you feel now? i thought to myself. louis sat down next to me,i sad; how could i be so stupid? i said "your not stupud, man you were head over heels for this girl, and you just choked up. you didnt think this through." he said. as soon as he said that, julia came out of the room, too bad she was wearing white, there was blood everywhere. caitlyn was pushing her on a wheelchair, i stood up, "julia, im so sorry, i didnt mean- " "go away, YOUR THE REASON I GOT INTO THIS! WHAT DIDNT YOU GET? THAT I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU? JUST GO AWAY YOUR GONNNA MAKE THIS WORSE!" she creamed at me i couldnt take it so just walked away. i  started crying walking out to my car. i strapped myself in my car and i drove on towards julias house i figured shes gonna stay in her room the rest of the night and caitlyn was gonna sleep over. so i would too, i invited niall cause i know how caitlyn and niall felt about eachother. and other than that i needed guy company.

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caitlyns POV

harry and niall just walked in, louis went home with eleanor.harry needs to apologize to julia, thats the main priority in this case she needs somone, her parents are never home because of the music industry. so ive spent most of my nights with her so she wouldnt feel lonely. or scared, her house is big, like in the movies sand its in the middle of the woulds. so it gets creepy at night. i walked into her room. "hey love, do you want some tea?" i asked as she was half asleep. she was looking through pictures of here and harry from they were kids, thats until she got tired of using one hand so she just dozed off. "yeah can i help make it?" she asked. "why sure you can stir" i said relieved shes coming out of her mood. but i dont think she knew harry was here. i hope she doesnt freak out again. as we walked out she was kind of dizzy so i held her up. she said hi to harry, but it could be the ibuprofen, making her tired and not really paying attention. "im so sorry julia will you forgive me??" harry pleaded. "sorry for what hahaaa..." she said drowsy "harry she had to take medicine at the hospital, so she probably wont remember anything' i said reasurring him. "alright well will you tell her when she wakes up tomorrow that i spent the night so she wont freak?" he asked "yeah sure will if she doesnt wake up before me" i said

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*next morning* julias  POV

i woke up with a migrane. "what happened yesterday?" i said then i looked at my arm it was numb. i could barely move my fingers. the wrap was all bloody, as i walked out of my bedroom down the hall, i saw caitlyn and niall. they were sleeping together on the couch. "theyre so cute, im glad she got her happy ending!" i smiled i walked into the kitchen made myself some bagels..kinda. and sat at the ktichen table, niall woke up to the smell of bagels and in his morning voice he said "im hungry.." "of course you are nialler haha" i said laughing . "you look better ehh?" he said. "what exactly happened yesterday..?" i asked worried. "you got so mad at yourself, after school, and you punched through your window.." he said frowning. "oh does harry know? did he come and see me? what did he say" i was looking for answers, i wa longing to know if harry really loves me.. "yeah he came, louis called him. he got to the hospital as soon as soon as you got examined, he was worried something else happened before louis told him it was your hand." he said. "i cant believe i would do that to myself!" i said with tears rolling down my cheeks. "yeah we all couldnt believe it" i couldnt take it so i sat on the love seat and turned on the t.v. i turned to the morning cartoons and finished the rest of my bagel. caitlyn got up and went into the kitchen with niall. i was so relieved that it was done, that i could forget it. for now im gonna relax and later on ill have a bubble bath. i took my dishes to the kitchen and rinsed the off went to my room and got dressed. i cam back out and watched more tv. i wanted to brush my teeth, but there was someone in the shower, i was wondering if it was louis, but, it wasnt he walked out with only a towel on and i screamed. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH" "WHAT!? WHATS WRONG?" harry shouted. "wha-wha-whats wrong..?" i said freaked out "yo-y-your naked...!!" i said. "i have a towel on!" he laughed. whhat is he doing here i thought? i thought i yelled at  him yesterday. was i in shock or something? was it like a coma? i dont remember anything from lunch til now.. "i thought i was mad at you? why are you here? i asked as soon as i did caitlyn and nialcame runnning in fear of punched through the wall, the door the glass table.. yeah yeah.. "what happened!? did you punch something? no? ok.. good, i dont need another trip to the- HARRY PUT SOME CLOTHES ON!" she screamed "whats wrong with this? i have a towel on! its the same as girls only wearing a robe! jeez" he said "sorry i didnt expect you to be 'hear' and at your house.." i said surprised then niall walked in, "what the hell, harry put some damn clothes on." niall sad laughing. i didnt get this anymore i had to find out the truth i was wanting more than the truth i was wanting harry, my hazzy i want to be his jewls again. i just miss those days.