secrets to tell... ♥

lets move on, to the next chapter in life.

julias POV

"i promise i wont leave you again.." those words, running through my mind on replay. i cant stop thinking about it. i wasnt ready for it. but i guess he was.

    "alright, now remember, everynight you have to clean out the cuts with peroxide." the nurse said, as shetook my medical wrapp off. it felt so different. i could actually use my hand for once! i thought to myself, as i was looking at it as if i was a robot. i smiled as i hugged the nurse. she was the only person left i could talk to since my parents were in new york.

          i got back to house. and invited caitlyn over. i still needed help with things, and plus i needed a girls day out. we went to panera, i had to have her help me cut my roll open so i could put butter in it. then we went to the mall. we went into forever 21, papaya, famous footwear, and other stores. we wanted to get some new school clothes, you know for the cooler weather. i got a pair of ankle booty wedges that were gray. a pair of royal blue high-waisted sailor shorts with black buttons. a gray quarter-length sleeve graphic shirt that said forever and ever, we live on. with a black sheer scarf with turqouis flowers on it. caitlyn bought gray acid washed, skinny jeans with a pair of black gladiator wedges with a purple crop t-shirt that had a sailor ankor on it in silver and it said, livin' life right. in black. with a silver sequin tank underneath.and some pearls and black crystal bracelets.

         when we were walking out the starbucks, we saw harry walking into zales. i started thinking bad thougts. "what if hes getting something for another girl?" i said to caityn. "i doubt it!! he promised you, and he always keeps his promises right?" she said reasurring me. "yeah.. phew, i need some starbucks." i said sighing.

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Harrys POV

    i walked into zales looking for a promise ring for julia. her birthstone was a saphire. and she loved blue. i remember saying that when we were ten, "whats your favorite color?, mines blue.!" as i remembered her saying that.."sir? what are you looking for today? we have new selections here for you to see, if your interested!" the sales lady said. "im looking for a promise ring" i said sure of it. "for your gir;friend?" she said smiling. "yeah my girlfirend..yeah..she likes blue, and her birthstone is saphire, could i get a saphire ring?" i said "yes here we are, a blue saphire oval cut, 24 carat." she said " whats her size?" she asked. oh crap, i dont know her size.. "let me call her real quick!" i said hoping she wouldnt ask me whatsup.  "hello? hey harry whatsup?" julia said as she answered. "what size ring do yu where? i need to know now!" i said "um 6 yeah im sure its 6 whhy?" she asked..  "umm, no reason. thanks i love you" "huh.. wait what?" she said surprised. "um i want a hug from you** thats what i said! are you doing anything later?" "no, are you?" "no, would you like to go out..on.. date..? kinda i guess?" i asked. "um sure! where?" she asked surprised. "ill pick you up. dress nice! i see you at 7:30?" i asked "sure bye!" "bye " i said.

 "she wears six." i said happily. it was just perfect for her, because she isnt really the more glamorous girl you could say, unlike most gir;s at our school. shewas simple and stood out! and she was going to be mine. soon..

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julias POV

      caitlyn was right. he was there for me. "who was that?" caitlyn said as she swallowed her mocha. "harry he asked me what size ring i wear..?" i said surprised. "IS HE GONNA PROPOSE TO YOU? OMG IM GONNA BE MAID OF HONOR RIGHT? YES!! BEST DAY EVER!!" she said as people stared at her. "sweety im only turning 17 in a month. im to young to get married. and i told you in sixth grade, yes you will be maid of honor no matter what." i said looking around making sure harry wasnt near.

            we got back at like 6:00, so  started getting ready as caitlyn helped me with me make-up. and clothes . and hair. and paint my nails.. she was going to the movies with niall as soon as harry was picking me up. she made me promise, whatever he was doing, i should text her.

             harry picked me up and he made me wear a blindfold. so i wouldnt see where we were going. when we got there. it was the hill outside of town , where we watched fireworks that year. when he took my blindfold of f and kissedme on the cheek. "were here..!" he said as he blushed. i blushed too. it was awkward for the both of us. we had a picnic under the stars and aft6er that we just sat there and looked at the sky. "julia?" he asked. "yeah?" i said. "i have something to aske you.. " he said hesitantly. "yeah go for it.. i wont freak.. promise. " i said crossing my fingers and making sure i had my meds. he got up and reached for his pocket. i started blushing.

"will you be.. my.. girlfriend?" he asked smiling

"yes!.. yes!! i will! i love you harry!

"i love you too julia!" he said  smiling "SHES MINE! JULIA RAE LAND IS MY LOVE! FOREVER AND EVER!" as he shouted to the sky i looked at him laughing. he grabbed my face and kissed me. i started laughing as he bit his lip.

"you got that damn right" i said laughing. as we kissed again. this night was amazing then.. "julia.. i would like it if you took this." as he opened a jewelry box. i saw something sparkle, it was a ring. a promise ring! "i promise never forget our love. i love you babe" he said smiling. "here let me put this on your ring finger." it hurtbut it felt amaxing as he put it on my hurt hand and then kissed the cuts. "pleae never hurt yourself agin love." he said  "i promise iwill never hurt myself again, as long as im with you." i said starting to cry. he wiped my tears and then kissed me. i felt whole agaon. like i could do anything. like i coud fly. it was amazing. the ring was beautiful, it was silver, with a saphire oval cut. and on the inside of it, it said forever and ever,lets move on to the next chapter in life.

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caitlyns POV

 me and niall were sitting int the movie theatre watching the vow, i saw niall start to cry so we left and just had fun in the arcrade. "whoa, julia just tyexted me" i said "what did she say?" niall said "she said 'this is the best day of my life!' " i said laugjhing "vaitlyn i have something to aske you.." niall said blushing "what is it love?" i said worried. "i love you caitlyn. your beautiful.." he said blushing still "yeah..?" i said again "will be my girlfriend..?" he said smiling "yes! im livin' life right!" i said kissing him "i found my new princess!" he said kissing me back. i was livin life right!