secrets to tell... ♥

lets talk about secrets shall we?

"julia do you remember us?"

yes.

starting to remember my vague memorie of the crash, i was trying to remember other things too, like in the movies when people use things to tick a certain memorie then they remember? yeah, doesnt work....

but the only thing i remember is the anger problems

therapy

harry

harry................how come i could remember harry from before the crash?

how?

remembering that and the other things it seems like my childhood was only ten minutes.

ten minutes to replay everything.

ten short minutes of 1/2 of my life.

"julia? are you there?" harry said squeezing my hand,

he knows this is scaring me, frightening me, threatening me.

"sorry i zoned out.."

i smiled

knowuing he was here made it better.

but lately it felt like we were drifting apart.

i didnt like that, the constant things like him leaving to try and go and get signed.

that scared me, what if he left me?

"jey quit zoning out!" he snapped.

"sorry i was thinking" wow....... way to help me with this haz

"did he just call you jey?" one of the girls said. i think its sad i cant figure them out.

"um yeah he also calls me jewls, but thats the nickname from when we were little, i call him haz or hazzy.." i said.

"oh at first i thought he was talking to jay, cause we call her jay sometimes" jenell said, alright, tom boy jenelle, jeycee girly girl.

interesting

"are you from here harry?" my dad asked, changing the subject.

i just wanted to snap back and be like 'no dad, hes from the phillipenes' or something

what?

he deserved it.

i mean wouldnt he?

he ditched my mom

never tried speaking, emailing, calling me or her.

nothing.

\i was dissapointed, yeah my mom met someone and is now living in the big time.

but never meeting your blood related father? then figuring out your part of a set of triplets?

haveing one flirt with-

MY OWN SISTER IS FLIRTING WITH HARRY?

"excuse me 'sis'" i said emphasizing sis

jaycee, shouldve known.

"um yeah?" she retorted

"thats my boyfriend..." i said taking his hand and platiing a kiss on his lips.

1-0 wanna fight "sis"

"sorry didnt know.." she said rolling her eyes..

"spoiled brat.. " i mumbled making sure no one heard.

"what" both of the girls said, then looking at eavhother.

"nothing just embracing this new moment with my family!" i said smiling

idiots.

"well julia id love to learn more about, spill" my dad said moving position

"alright, heres some...

i have anger issues

harry here has been my bestfriend and stuck throughout everything.

but now were dating..." i said shooting a glare towards jaycee, only receicving the roll-of-the-eyes.

typical spoiled brat.

"i go to a musical arts highschool with harry in california, mom works in new york, so its rare for me seeing her"

"sounds like an intersting life.." he said

"i guess if you count not seeing your dad for the life you remember, and your mom is always in nw york, i cant receive that special parent love , i dont even know why i bothere... jaycee obviously is a huge flirt, your not helping with my anger issues, i had to go to therapy dad! i punched a hole through my window because of it! i cant swim

! and again anger issues almost killed me! I WOULDNT HASVE THIS PROBLE IF YOU WOULDVE JUST STAYED WITH MOM!  i said, he looked hurt, taken back. broken to peices.. so did my sisters.

harry just went with it, he ws used to it.

"c'mon julia, were staying at my aunts house." he said getting up.

i followed him out the door, leaving behind a broken family.

a hurt family.

like ive been for years.

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a/n hehe comment below if you think its good you guys never do! its like you people are ghosts!!! DOOO IITITTT!