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everythings just keen. kinda..

Nialls POV

        i finally did it. me and caitlyn are official, and it feels great! it was just amazing how she acted i couldnt believe it happened so fast. i couldnt stop smiling. i was walking her to my car because the premeire of the vow was so big, so i parked down the street. we walked past an ice cream shoppe that was about to close but i opened the door, because my uncle owned it. he was out of town, but i cam in regularly. "do you want some icecream?" i said as i grabbed her hand. "yeah, how about that triplle chocalate chip, with some rainbow sprinkles?" she said laughing. "ill take the rainbow swirl with chocalate- you know what make that triple chocalate a extra large" i said looking at her. "what are you doing?"she asked "im gonna share with you" i said smiling "really?!" she said almost laughing. "haha yeah" i said longing to kiss her, but i didnt want the workers to tell my uncle, that would be embarressing. "lets make it to go"i said "is that all?" my cousin marrissa said surprised. "yep thats all,thanks cuz' " i said.  as we walked out of the shoppe it started raining when were almost to my car. we hid under an awning. her hair had rain droplets in it, it glimmered like diamonds when cars passed. "kiss me.." i whispered and pressed my lips against hers. "best day of my life, i couldnt ask for more." she said smiling in the middle of our kiss. "diddo"

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Julias POV

        we were heading back to my house. this night was amazing i thought to myself. i kept staring at my ring. it glimmered in the light. "is this real saphire?" i asked harry. "yeah, i personally ingraved it too" he said keeping his eyes on the road but smiling. "oh you didnt have to do that." i said that "no you deserve it, you have since sixth grade " he said looking at me. "sixth grade?" i asked "yeah ive liked you since, and i couldnt hold it in anymore. i had to tell you." he explained. "harry ive liked you since fifth or sixth too. i didnt know you had the same feelings" i said "yeah well now we know love" he said laughing. "everything turned out perfect right?"he said "yeah, kinda atleast the ring makes my hand looks better with it on there.

we reached my house. he kissed me good night but managed to stay the night because yet, my parents were in new york. they were going to be half the year. but they sent me grocery money and for other stuff like shopping and hanging with friends.

             " you wanna watch a scary movie?" he said "yeah sure let me get my jammies on" i said smiling. "alright while you do that im gonna go home nd get my clothes too alright? ill be right back!" he said while walking out the door. a couple minutes later caitlyn walked in. she was soaked but she was happy  and giddy. "sooooo, what happened?" i said smiling. "oh! uhm, nothing she smiled and ran down the hallway to get dressed "im back" harry said walking in "hey so what movie? insidious, grudge, or the lady in black?" i said "yo choose" he said getting comfy on the couch. "how bout insidious!" i said "yeah sure soubds good! i havent seen that one yet!"he said "alroght heres a go" just then my cousin walked in "you wanna watch a scary movie with us? " i asked her "yeah can liam come over?" she asked "sure i migh as well invite niall over for caitlyn." i said laughing "TRIPLE DATE!" harry yelled as he high fived jesica "alright ill pause the movie call niall and make popcorn" i said laughing. "ill go pick up liam" jesica said "how does she have a car?" harry was surprised "she just moved here.. ? "its a rental she came here as a foreign exchange student, haha mindblown huh?" i said laughing "uh didnt think about that.." he said laughing. caitlyn came running down the hallway.  "i heard you call niall.. is he coming over!! "yeah calm  down, what happened with you guys tonight?" i said  "uhm..so um.. i guess you could say..were official." he asked me to be his girlfriend." caitlyn said blushing. after that. niall came in with irish pjs on we all started laughing but caitlyn told us to stop because that was 'her man were talkin' bout' "haha lets get this started!" niall said "no! we have to wait for jesica and liam!" as i said that they came walking in hand in hand. they've been hanging with eachother a lot lately. we all got comfortable.

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*next morning*

Julias POV

           i woke up. they were all sleeping loudly snoring. laying a-top eachother. except harry he was always a quiet sleeper. i knew cause we'd always spend summer nights together in our tree house in the woods.his parents were gone all the time too. like i said. they worked together. i choose not to go with them on there trips because it meant missing school. leaving my friends. for a long period of time. when i was little. i would either stay with harry or caitlyn.

               caitlyn woke up and jesics did too. we decided to make breakfast. "what are we gonna make?" i said. "flapjacks!" jesica suggested. "with blueberrries and cranberries" caitlyn said. "sounds good! and some turkey bacon?" i said "yeah lets go!" jesica said. of course niall was the first one up. obvi.. we finished and we all ate.

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*next day at school*

Julia POV

   me and harry walked into school arm in arm because my hand was still kinda numb. after lunch it was time for class. me and harry had finished our demo.we had to play it. some of the lyrics spoke to me like 'im done i give up, i dont wanna live this like it is, i dont want you to love me if your gonna lose me' it explained so much. but its alright now isnt it? yeah im alright. i went to my locker. and found a letter from harry ' meet me in the courtyard after school.' it said i turned around and smiled but as a matter a fact. he was standing next to cherry. she touched his arm. i closed my eyes. 'he promised. dont get worked up. he promised!' i said to myself. but i didnt think i wouldve needed my medication. so i left it at home. i raged running out of the school. everyone staring at me. i started crying. my face was burning. i couldnt let it out, he would hear me. ii couldnt let that happen. but i did. i just sat there, in the middle of the parking lot. i guess i passed out. because i woke up and i was surrounded. i surrounded by all my friends. niall,louis,jesica,caitlyn,liam,and zayn. cherry was there. and so was harry. "what the hell hapened?!" harry said i started crying and just pushed everyone grabbed caitlyns arm and told her we needed to go! "where?!" "what happened?!" she said. "out of town. " i said getting in her car. "drive me to lake  wynoka" i said "the lake me you harry and niall went to as kids?" she said. "yes. just please take me there!!" i yelled. "alright were going!" she said i looked behind us and niall jesica liam and harry were all in the same car behind us. i took the ring off and threw it at the floor board. "caitlyn, thanks so much for being my bestfriend" i said strating to cry. "for all the memories" i hugged her. when we got to the lake i got out and ran to our lake house cabin. grabbed a box full of photos and toys we had there. i got in our boat and just drove off into the middle to get away from everything i just sat there and cried while i looked at everything. they sat there and just watched. i wasnt paying attention but harry jumped in the water and swam out to me. he reached me and climbed into the boat." what the hell are you thinking!? this is freaking dangerous!" he said i just sat there and cried. "c'mon babe whats wrong?" he said "cherry, whatsup with that?" i said

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Harrys POV

what was she thiking she said it was cherry. i dont know what the hell is up. "theres nothing between me and cherry" i said "c'mon please just come back!" i said "no! i cant keep thinking everything is going to be alright! i keep being jealous, and i cant stop! im sorry okay! please just leave me alone!!!!" she screamed and sat on the other side of the boat. "please! ipromise!i dnt like cherry!" i said but when i said that she jumped in the water. she cant swim. i forgot about that too. plus her hand. "help! please help" she screame as she struggled. "im coming! dont struggle just relax! or youll sink! focus on floating i said as i swam towards her.

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 Caitlyns POV

"god damnit! this is why i shouldnt do what she makes me do! its all my fault! if i wouldve just drove her home! " i said crying "sh sh sh its fine harrys' got her now, its not yourfault. it was just something that set her off. your fine love" he said as he hugged me "what happened to my cousin! why is she acting like this?!" jesica said crying. "ill tell you later, its to much to say right now." liam said the boys tried to make us not look at what was happening. but soon, harry reached the shore..