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Groff

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Groff

"Make love to me"

I stand in shock

"Are you fucking kidding me??" I see confusion take over his face "pardon me?"

I scoff "you leave me not even caring how I would take it and the next day you want to 'make love to me' you are fucking crazy!"

Lin clearly didn't have any words! It makes me so damn mad that he just thinks that I would say yes just because I love him and literally die if I didn't have him!

Lin pushed the little hairs that weren't in his bun back "I-I-I thought you wou-" "don't even finish that sentence...listen I love you so much... but there is no way I would ever get over last night this fast" Lin looks at me in shock then smiles and steps closer "Groffy, my wife told me she was just in a bad mood, she felt so damn bad... she told me there is no more rules... it's a 100% open relationship... everything's okay now!"

My heart flutters I want to take him back right now and kiss him and love on him but no. I can't trust a guy who left me... or go through something like that again... there is no way he loves me of course not dumb ass! Nobody loves you!

"I can't be with someone who would leave right away Lin... it's over... we are done" I turn on my heals and leave the room not looking back

It kills me so bad so fucking bad I want to run back to him and tell him how much I love him no I want to know he actually cares

Please chase after me please

I repeat this thought until I'm out of the house

I call a cabe and tell him my address

—-

When I get home I run to the bathroom needing to let things go...

I grab my raiser and sit in the middle of my empty bathtub with my legs hanging out
I put the raiser to the same wrist as last night and cut under My older cuts

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I let my self bleed as a cry for I moment

God I shouldn't have done that!

No! I hate him! He is so awful!

But he's the love of my life!

God get it together!! From here on out no more Lin!

I can't deal with it! It's better now then later!

I wish I never would have ever met that man!

Suddenly my chest felt tight and I found it heard to breath I stood up and bent down slightly and put my right hand on the wall and my left flat on my chest

What's happening?

There was tiers in my eyes and I could tell my face and ears where red

God breath please! I try to gasp for air but hardly in air went in!

What the fuck was happening?

Lin's POV

I wanted to chance after him ya know... but he made up his mind... I can't force him to be with me... I wish I would've have chose him over my wife

Right now I'm in my living room, my wife and son asleep my dog by my side

A drink in my hand

I want to forget this whole day

I was taken back when my phone rang

It's 9:30! Who would be calling me

I pick up my phone

"Hello?"

"Hello Mr. Maranda, I'm sorry to bother this late. We have news about Mr. Jonathan Groff."

"Oh uh yeah okay!"

I wasn't expecting this! I thought it was all because of stress

"We have confirmed that he has Separation Anxiety disorder other wise know as S.A.D (ironic isn't it) I would like to talk more in-depth tomorrow morning if that would be okay"

I think for a moment

"Uh yeah I have work but I can miss a day"

I say rubbing my head/eyes

"Okay! Thank you for you time I'll see you, say 8?"

"Sounds great!"

"Okay see you then Mr. Maranda"

He then hung up

I finish my drink and go to bed trying to avoid my wife as much as possible

Soooo this is bad I'm sorry I just went with the flow... it's hard to stick with things because of my ADHD

My next chapter is going to be answering questions you have for the caricatures

Lin

Jonathan

Vanessa

Daveed

Phillipa

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