Just "friends"

Twenty

¡Feliz año nuevo! 新年快乐 Frohes neues Jahr hauʻoli makahiki hou HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Sooo that pic up top is what I did at one in the morning on New Years!

I decided that I was being a little harsh about not updating I thought to myself... "you know what who cares that I'm not getting that much reads!!?? The point is the people still reading my story love it and I shouldn't punish you guys because other people stoped reading!!" I'm sorry and I hope you like the update!! It's over 1000 words!!!

Lin

"Hey Babe!" I call from my music room

After everything that happened earlier things have been....difficult to say the least, Groff has been following me like a lost puppy! Listen, I get it; but having an actual panic attack because I ask to be alone to write?! That's crazy!

It takes him not even a minute to approach me. His smile is huge and he comes right over to me and sits beside me at the piano... I can't help but smile at him! He's to cute! (Relatable)

He gives me a peck on the cheek and I leave one on his lips.... I know I was just complaining about him.... but have you SEEN his face! So kissable! I love him to much to stay mad at him!

"Yes my love?" He looks into my eyes lovingly

" i'm just letting you know that Sebastian is coming tomorrow" he smiles at me and I smile back

"Okay.... Lin..."

I turn and play a little bit of a slower Version of helpless then turn back as he giggles for a second. "Yesssss?" I say goofy

It honestly looks like he was gonna say something serious but then turns to the piano and plays helpless faster "look into your eyes and the sky's the limit!" He sings out

I chuckle and join in " I'm helpless! down for the count and I'm drowning in him!"

We both laugh and sing random Hamilton songs even some that I didn't publish.

I smile to myself sure there is going to be ups and downs.... but true love never lets that get in the way.... because love is all that is needed to keep a beautiful relationship going!

~The next day~

"Dadyyyyy!"

Sebastian runs to me after Jon opens the door he glances at me and motions to Venessa as he storms off

I pick my son up and hug him as I spin him around "missed you seb!" I put him down and he runs off somewhere to play

"Thank you so much Lin!" Venessa hands me his over night bag and a stuffed animal. A build a bear with a Hamilton shirt on to be exact. It's got a voice box in it and every time he pushes the button my voice says "I love you Seby! More then anything! I'll always be with you!"

I set his stuff on the couch "it's no problem V!" She smiles and goes in for a hug. I back off shit why did I do that "sorry...?" It comes out as a question but I don't think she meant it like that "i- I have to go"

"V! Wait! I'm" she closes the door as she leaves I sigh I'm sure it's fine I walk to the tv room and I see seb on Groffs lap watching Thomas and friends I take a quick picture thinking it's the cutest sight I've ever seen I tweet it and say I'm a lucky guy! Making sure Sebastian's face isn't seen then I put my phone away

"Heyyyyy you're watching it without meeeee!" I complain and plop down to Jon I'm practically on him and I don't care and I assumed he doesn't as well because he some how managed to get EVEN CLOSER!

I gaze into his eyes lovingly and he returns it "hey" I whisper "hey" he whispers back déjà vu I know but this time I kiss him Sebastian turns to me "Daddy I'm hunnnnnggggrrrrrryyyy"

I order a pizza and we have a night full of fun games... for some reason Groff was a little... off. I keep my thoughts to myself until 8:30 comes and we put Seb to bed

"Jonathan... what's wrong"

He continues to look in the dresser

"Nothing at all why would you think other wise"

Oh shit that's code for I'm in trouble

"Babe..." I walk up behind him and kiss his cheek "I love you more then anything in this life I will choose your happiness over mine every time!"

I hope my cheesiness works but sadly he shoots back with a dagger

"Put what he had aside I'm sleeping in the couch.... you will never be satisfied! God I hope your satisfied!"

He slams the drawer and walks off but before he can leave I spine him around and kiss him

He tries to stop it but obviously he can't resist me and melts into the kiss. After a few seconds we pull apart.

"Do you love me"

I knew I would have to convince him someway... but how

I kiss him once more

"Let me show you my love"

I reattach our lips. I pull his hips towards mine so they are touching and I squeeze his ass with my hand earnings slight grown firm him

I slide my hand in his shirt and move it to his chest. My thumb slides over his hard nipple and he moans in to the kiss causing me to moan as well.

I pull away and look him in the eyes

"A-are you okay with this" I'm breathless from the kiss as is he

"Lin I wants this more then anything"

I take his shirt off and he takes mine off we move to the bed and I hover over him.

While we kiss our hands explore our naked upper body's. My lips make there way to his neck. After finding his sweet spot I suck until there's a mark. My lips make there way to his nipple and he moans louder then before . I pop my head up "shhhh" he bites his lips and that gets me fired up.

I attached my lips to his this time it's more ruff and I find myself palming him. I start to unbutton his jeans when...

"Daddy!!! Come here!!!"

Sebastian cries from his room I grown and look at Groff his face is red and he tries to catch his breath he mouths "go" and I get up and grab my shirt

Some day I think to myself but I guess not tonight I grown as all of my  feelings slowly leave

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Probably isn't all that good sorry buts it's like 2 in the morning!! I already started this two days ago but then decided to publish it tonight like 30 minutes ago!!! I love you guys!! Thank you for sticking with the story means the world to me!!!