DEDICATION | Book Two

C H A P T E R 15

Author's Note : So hi guys, I noticed I messed up on the time that Amira had been gone. It's actually been Four years, I went back and read a few chapters in book 1 and noticed my mistake so don't be confused when I say four years instead of three this chapter (Sorry for the confusion).

Ahmad & Armoni in MM
(She lowkey favors him, but maybe thats just me lol).

C H A P T E R
F I F T E E N

"S-she's here baby, she's alive." Cali rushed out.

Ahmad stood there for a moment trying to process exactly what Cali just told him. He knew Cali wasn't the type to joke whenever it came to Amira because she knew how her death affected him but at this moment he didn't believe her. "Fuck is you talkin' bout Cal? Don't—Don't play with me babe, please not now, this ain't no time for games .. just let me mourn in peace. If this is a joke save it."

Cali sighed stepping towards him, "Ahmad, I promise you on everything that I love that I am not fucking around right now. I wouldn't play or joke about something so serious. She's literally in our living room right now at this moment with Twan."

Studying her face, he saw the look in Cali's eyes letting him know she was indeed telling the truth but he was confused. He felt it was impossible for her to be here, she was dead and that was that and he knew this.. everyone knew this. "How?" was all he could ask.

He knew Cali probably didn't have the answers but the question just spilled out on its own. He was trying to think straight but everything was just coming so fast and it was hard to take in.

"I honestly don't know how babe or why but whatever the case may be she's here."

Taking a few more deep breaths, he stepped around Cali and headed up the stairs with Cali right on his tail. When he reached the living room he froze right when he saw the back of her, the air in his lungs left .. and he couldn't move.

There she was after four years, in his house alive when he knew and thought she was dead.

But then he thought back to those times when he would think he saw her, and have break downs. He just assumed this was just another one of those moments still not believing she was actually here. But it did make him question how could Cali see her this time when other times she couldn't.

He wasn't sure what to think at this point..

Cali stood beside him watching his every move, and when she saw his knees buck she immediately reached out and caught him before he fell holding him in her arms as he began to cry.

Holding onto Cali legs for dear life, his shoulders shook as his tears of saddness streamed down his cheeks. "S-she's not here man, she's gone and I know this. We all know this.."

"Ahmad—"

"Nah," Wiping his tears roughly, he cut her off and nodded. "..nah I'm just seeing shit, that's all. My mind is just playing tricks on me like always. She can't be here because I know we fucking buried her and I know she also can't be here because I know for a fact that the doctor wouldn't have lied to our fucking faces and tell us she was dead when in reality she wasn't. Right? Right!? This is just me losing my mind right?" He laughed standing to his feet.

Clapping his hands, and laughing at whatever they all watched him. "Woo, this is one hell of a joke that I played on myself. This is my way of mourning over the death of you, yeah thats it. She can't be here man, she can't." He spat switching moods quick as he sent a punch to the wall leaving his handprint in it now becoming pissed.