only a month

What?!

Later that night I felt my phone vibrate. it was a text from Hayes.

H:I miss you already!

S:not as much as I miss you!!

H:not possible, the plane is about to land, ill text or call you tomorrow, ok?

S: oh yea of course. byee

H:bye

Now that I couldn't talk to Hayes I had nothing to do. I grabbed my laptop and went on Netflix. I picked a movie called devils due. It's about this pregnant chick who is like possessed. I paused the movie an went downstairs. I grabbed the unopened pint of chocolate ice cream. ' This is gonna be gone in a couple hours.' I told myself. I grabbed a spoon, takis, Pepsi, and m&ms. 'I am so fat' I told my self.

I grabbed my phone and took a picture of everything and posted it on Instagram. 'getting fat and watching devils due!!' I commented. I went back upstairs and put everything on my bed. I started the movie and ate the ice cream. after about 30 minutes of watching the movie I got scared. My phone vibrated and I jumped. it was a text message from my best friend, Monique.

M:girl go on Instagram right now and go to Hayes's profile!!!

S:ok ok what's wrong??

M:just look! call me when ur done!

S:alright fine.

I started to get really worried. I went on Hayes's profile and saw that he posted something. I paused the movie and stuffed two takis in my mouth. I clicked on the new picture and saw Hayes with a girl. 'with my baby girl! haven't seen her in over a year! #inlove '

My heart stopped. I started crying. "Hayes is cheating on me! he told me he loves me! He promised!" I yelled. I got off my bed and walked over to my dresser. I opened the first drawer and grabbed my ziplock Baggie that had three brand new razors in it. I haven't done self harm in over 2years. the first time I tried was because my dad met Monica and I thought he forgot about mom. I grabbed a razor and pressed it on my wrist. I took a deep breath and slid it across my wrist. I watched the blood trickle around my wrist and fall onto my carpet. I did the same thing three more times and washed off the razor and put it back in the bag. I got a couple band aids and put them on my wrist. I decided not to call Monique. I finished my takis and Pepsi and went to sleep. 'ill call hayes in the morning' I said to myself.

Ok sooooo I really don't kno what to write about. I have writers block. if u have any suggestions message me or say it in the comments.

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