Tracer looked at what was left of Kings Row .
Rock and dust , destruction and chaos . She didn't actually get permission from the government to enter this restricted area .
She really wanted nothing to do with them right now . All she wanted was to visit Kings Row for a bit . Just to remember the good times . The ones she cherished so dearly with Y/n .
Lena hesitated at first , but she knew if she never visited she would never be able to move on happily .
Maybe but filled with sorrow and depression .
"A year later , huh love?" Lena whispered , hoping Y/n would hear . Where ever she is Lena thought before going underneath the yellow police tape .
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"Y/n ? Are you sure you don't want me to bail out?" Lena asked for the millionth time .
Y/n chuckled and shook her head again . Giving her the same answer .
"Babe , I know how much this means to you so just do it . It would have been a waste of you're time if you didn't." her girlfriend encouraged . Lena smiled and kissed the tip of her nose .
That was the many reasons of why Lena loved Y/n . She was so encouraging and selfless . If you asked Y/n , she would say she learned from Lena herself .
"Besides , I know Overwatch would bring you back if you ever went missing." Y/n said , masking the fear in her voice . "Just don't though if possible?" Y/n asked sheepishly .
Lena smiled and nodded in return .
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Lena shed a tear at the memory .
She sat on the very same bench that they sat on that day . The same one where they had that conversation .
When Lena wanted to visit Y/n and suprise her that she was still alive . But unfortunately that visit turned out to be a mission to try and save her .
Lena let more of her tears fall .
This was mostly what her days consisted off . No more different than Y/n's . Wear an expressionless mask , walk the halls and streets , go back , open the mask and let the emotions flow freely .
Lena slowly grazed her fingers on the wooden bench .
Regaining herself , she stood up and decided to visit the place she was supposed a year ago .
Step by step , Lena's mind made any possible excuse to turn around and run but her heart stopped her . She already made it so far .
A mile more and Lena would be there but she stopped . Her breathing started to escalate and she felt dizzy . "I can't do this." Lena mumbled to herself . She repeated those words again and again to herself .
She felt as though she wanted to explode in tears .
Running into an alleyway , she slid down the wall and started crying hysterically .
She hoped that no guards were around because she was in a very vurnerable state at the moment . Not even having the ability to properly run with all her crying .
But it was not guards or security .
More if the opposite .
"Whats wrong my lady?" a voice calls . The Brit snapped her head upwards to see a man in torn clothing along with two other guys . They looked skinny but buff . Scars scattered on their arms and legs , even on their bodies where the skin can be seen through their clothes .
