Eventhough Y/n will never admit it out loud .
She hated Overwatch .
It wouldn't take much thought to know why . Shes blamed them for the dissapearance of Lena and the destruction of her home, Kings Row .
She didn't fully blame them . She knew they had to escape , she was there .
No , it was the fact that they left the citizens , dead or alive , to stay forgotten . They never came to honour those who died . Those who survived are barely trying to keep themselves together .
What they got was only a long roll of caution tape around them .
Y/n has come across multiple other people who survived the attack . Either they were insane , severely injured or threatening .
She tried to save those injured but there was no hope .
Hesitantly , the y/h/c would apologize multiple times before leaving . They would die soon after , not before thanking her for trying .
Thats what Overwatch lacked .
The habit of trying harder .
Y/n knew they could've tried to fight the odds . Not that it would risk them , they were capable . They just chose to leave .
Even when they could have came to her rescue , they never searched for survivors .
Y/n , has changed to say the least . The amount of gore and death shes witnessed changed her perspective on life . Instead of be free and have fun , its stay safe and alive . Love the ones you love when you can .
If it had to be one specific event that changed her entirely would be the first corpse she found .
Her neighbour's
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Steadily , Y/n stood up and looked around herself .
Looking for anyone else that could have survived .
Her eyes stopped when she turned to her right . A body , crushed under a heavy piece of debris .
A pool of blood surrounded the part where she pressumed the head was .
No doubt , she was dead . That rock killed her on impact .
Y/n , shaken by the sight , proceeded to walk to it . It was her neighbour . Y/n grabbed the debris and tried to get the huge rock off of her .
After a few tries , she suceeded .
The sight was gory . Beyond Y/n's wildest imaginations .
The head was covered in blood , the chest crushed , the ribs most likely taking the heaviest amount of damage , the leg was bent in a way it shouldn't be .
"No , no , no." Y/n mumbled , backing away and falling onto her knees .
She curled up into a ball , rocking herself back and forth .
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The y/e/c eyed girl eventually got over it . She couldn't leave it there to rot .
She got over her fear and gave her a proper burial , letting her rest .
Sadly she couldn't do the same for the rest of the citizens of Kings Row . Any other body she stumbled upon would already be rotten , dried up blood and everything .