I feel like I'm slowly dying
Am I killing myself
Should I just end it right now
I am constantly tired even after sleeping all day
I can't eat my food
It's so hard to swallow even if I chewed all the way
My ribs are hurting more and more
I feel like they are caving in
I want to see the doctor
But the pain that I am feeling can't be helped by a doctor
All they do is give away pills that will kill me anyway
Maybe that is the best way to end my pain
What am I typing how could I type this
I am facing this battle with myself
I think about suicide then I can't believe that I could think of such a thing
How could this ever be a thought
I am so hurt mentally physically emotionally
I don't know what is wrong with me
What makes me feel this way
Lately it's been so hard to breathe
Sometimes I just want to cut all ties from the world
Sometimes I just want to be alone
Sometimes I want to sleep and never wake up
Sometimes I want to hurt myself
But then I stop myself
Something stops me from doing that
Why can't I do it
I can just end it all right now
I am tired so so so tired
I just want to rest
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Poems
AcakHey everyone I'm Vendessa. I want to share some poems with you guys that I thought of off the top of my head. It has been a very hard year with me being a teenager and going through all of these emotions. Well I wouldn't really consider them poems b...
